COMPOSEDATMIDNIGHT
composedatmidnight
(1797?textof1818)
frombrokenvisionsofperturbedrest
iwake,andstart,andfeartosleepagain.
howtotalaprivationofallsounds,
sights,andfamiliarobjects,man,bird,beast,
herb,tree,orflower,andprodigallightofheaven.
'tweresomerelieftocatchthedrowsycry
ofthemechanicwatchman,orthenoise
ofrevelreelinghomefrommidnightcups.
thosearethemoaningsofthedyingman,
wholiesintheupperchamber;restlessmoans,
andinterruptedonlybyacough
consumptive,torturingthewastedlungs.
sointhebitternessofdeathhelies,
andwaitsinanguishforthemorning'slight.
whatcanthatdoforhim,orwhatrestore?
shorttaste,faintsense,affectingnotices,
andlittleimagesofpleasurespast,
ofhealth,andactivelife—healthnotyetslain,
northeothergraceoflife,agoodname,sold
forsin'sblackwages.onhistediousbed
hewrithes,andturnshimfromtheaccusinglight,
andfindsnocomfortinthesun,butsays
"whennightcomesishallgetalittlerest."
somefewgroansmore,deathcomes,andthereanend.
'tisdarknessandconjectureallbeyond;
weaknaturefears,thoughcharitymusthope,
andfancy,mostlicentiousonsuchthemes
wheredecentreverencewellhadkepthermute,
hatho'er-stock'dhellwithdevils,andbroughtdown,
byherenormousfablingsandmadlies,
discreditonthegospel'sserioustruths
andsalutaryfears.themanofparts,
poet,orprosedeclaimer,onhiscouch
lolling,likeoneindifferent,fabricates
aheavenofgold,wherehe,andsuchashe,
theirheadsencompassedwithcrowns,theirheels
withfinewingsgarlanded,shalltreadthestars
beneaththeirfeet,heaven'spavement,farremoved
fromdamnedspirits,andthetorturingcries
ofmen,hisbreth'ren,fashionedoftheearth,
ashewas,nourish'dwiththeself-samebread,
belikehiskindredorcompanionsonce—
througheverlastingagesnowdivorced,
inchainsandsavagetormentstorepent
shortyearsoffollyonearth.theirgroansunheard
inheav'n,thesaintnorpityfeels,norcare,
forthosethussentenced—pitymightdisturb
thedelicatesenseandmostdivinerepose