EXISTENCE,CONSIDEREDINITSELF,NOBLESSING
existence,consideredinitself,noblessing
fromthelatinofpalingenius
(1832)
thepoet,afteraseemingapprovalofsuicide,fromaconsiderationofthecaresandcrimesoflife,finallyrejectingit,discussesthenegativeimportanceofexistence,contemplatedinitself,withoutreferencetogoodorevil.
ofthesesadtruthsconsiderationhad—
thoushaltnotfeartoquitthisworldsomad,
sowicked;butthetenetratherhold
ofwisecalanus,andhisfollowersold,
whowiththeirownwillstheirownfreedomwrought,
andbyself-slaughtertheirdismissalsought
fromthisdarkdenofcrime—thishorridlair
ofmen,thatsavagerthanmonstersare;
andscorninglonger,inthistangledmesh
ofills,towaitonperishableflesh,
didwiththeirdesperatehandsanticipate
thetoo,tooslowreliefoflingeringfate.
andifreligiondidnotstaythinehand,
andgod,andplato'swisebehests,withstand,
iwouldinlikecasecounseltheetothrow
thissenselessburdenoff,ofcaresbelow.
notwine,aswine,menchoose,butasitcame
fromsuchorsuchavintage:'tisthesame
withlife,whichsimplymustbeunderstood
ablacknegation,ifitbenotgood.
butif'tiswretchedall—asmendecline
andloaththesourleesofcorruptedwine—
'tissotobecontemn'd.merelytobe
isnotaboontoseek,norilltoflee,
seeingthateveryvilestlittlething
hasitincommon,fromagnat'ssmallwing,
acreepingworm,downtothemovelessstone,
andcrumblingbarkfromtrees.unlesstobe,
andtobeblest,beone,idonotsee
inbareexistence,asexistence,aught
that'sworthytobeloved,ortobesought.