第一百五十一章

【一百五十一章】那个被你果断拉黑的人在另一个地方悄悄关注你，在无数个脆弱的夜里，忍了一万次想联系你的冲动，这些，你都不知道吧。

开朗是装的懂事是装的跟谁都合得来是装的自信是装的只有我自己知道自卑是真的孤独是真的难过也是真的.

cheerfulispretendingtobesensible,pretendingtogetalongwitheveryone,pretendingtobeconfident,pretendingthatonlyiknowthatinferiorityisreallylonely,isreallysadandtrue.

thepersonyoublockeddecisivelyfollowedyouquietlyinanotherplaceandenduredtheimpulsetocontactyoutenthousandtimesoncountlessfragilenights.youdon'tknowallthis,doyou?

你好像有点太懂事了，聊天你垫底，电话你总是让别人先挂，你努力维持所有人的关系，注意别人的心情，你悄悄告诉我，这么小心翼翼，累吗。？

youseemtobealittletoosensible,chatyouatthebottom,thephoneyoualwaysletothershangupfirst,youtrytomaintaintherelationshipofallpeople,payattentiontootherpeople'smood,youquietlytoldme,socareful,tired.？

就因为我床边有纸，枕下有刀，床上有耳机，胳膊上有疤，脸上有泪，眼里有血丝，所以你就说我是怪物对吗。

justbecauseihavepaperbymybed,aknifeundermypillow,headphonesonmybed,scarsonmyarms,tearsonmyfaceandbloodinmyeyes,soyoucallmeamonster,right?

小东西这个称号真是太犯规了特别是喜欢的人喊真是一瞬间心脏狂跳温柔又霸道的人永远能压住我的心.

thetitleoflittlethingissofoul,especiallywhentheoneyoulikeyells,it'sasuddenheartbeat.gentleandoverbearingpeoplecanalwayskeeppressureonmyheart.

温柔是天生的，但我没有，占有欲强 ，醋坛子，学习不好，满嘴脏话，动不动就发脾气，话唠，事多，爱哭，爱藏心事，矫情，注意细节，爱熬夜，烦人，强迫症，没有安全感，长得不好看 声音不好听，内向，社交恐惧症，洁癖，不会撒娇，死皮赖脸，幼稚，爱摆架子，没朋友，玻璃心，经常被拉黑，脑子不好使，爱要面子，假笑，呼…我就是这样一个人，不喜欢我很正常。

gentlenessisnatural,butiamnotpossessiveandjealous.ican'tlearntobefullofdirtywords.ioftenlosemytemper,talk,cry,hide,payattentiontodetails,

stayuplate,annoying,obsessive-compulsivedisorder,senseofsecurityisnotgood-looking,voiceisnotgood-looking,introvertedsocialphobia,cleanliness, showoff.

withoutfriends,theglassheartisoftenblockedandthebrainisnotgoodenoughtomakeloveface-savingandfakesmile.that'swhoiam.it'snormalthatidon'tlikeme.