第114章BOOKTHETHIRD:THETRACKOFASTORM(29)
第114章bookthethird:thetrackofastorm(29)
'sheheardme,andranin.itoldhernottocomenearustillhewasdead.hecameinandfirsttossedmesomepiecesofmoney;thenstruckatmewithawhip.buti,thoughacommondog,sostruckathimastomakehimdraw.lethimbreakintoasmanypiecesashewill,theswordthathestainedwithmycommonblood;hedrewtodefendhimself—thrustatmewithallhisskillforhislife.'
'myglancehadfallen,butafewmomentsbefore.onthefragmentsofabrokensword,lyingamongthehay.thatweaponwasagentleman's.inanotherplace.layanoldswordthatseemedtohavebeenasoldier's.
'now,liftmeup,doctor;liftmeup.whereishe?'
'heisnothere,'isaid,supportingtheboy,andthinkingthathereferredtothebrother.
'he!proudasthesenoblesare,heisafraidtoseeme.whereisthemanwhowashere?turnmyfacetohim.'
'ididso,raisingtheboy'sheadagainstmyknee.but,investedforthemomentwithextraordinarypower,heraisedhimselfcompletely:obligingmetorisetoo,oricouldnothavestillsupportedhim.
'marquis,'saidtheboy,turnedtohimwithhiseyesopenedwide,andhisrighthandraised,'inthedayswhenallthesethingsaretobeansweredfor,isummonyouandyours,thelastofyourbadrace,toanswerforthem.imarkthiscrossofblooduponyou,asasignthatidoit.inthedayswhenallthesethingsaretobeansweredfor,isummonyourbrother,theworstofthebadrace,toanswerforthemseparately.imarkthiscrossofblooduponhim,asasignthatidoit.'
'twice,heputhishandtothewoundinhisbreast,andwithhisforefingerdrewacrossintheair.hestoodforaninstantwiththefingeryetraised,and,asitdropped,hedroppedwithit,andilaidhimdowndead.
'whenireturnedtothebedsideoftheyoungwoman,ifoundherravinginpreciselythesameorderandcontinuity.iknewthatthismightlastformanyhours,andthatitwouldprobablyendinthesilenceofthegrave.
'irepeatedthemedicinesihadgivenher,andisatatthesideofthebeduntilthenightwasfaradvanced.sheneverabatedthepiercingqualityofhershrieks,neverstumbledinthedistinctnessortheorderofherwords.theywerealways'myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!one,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine,ten,eleven,twelve!hush!'thislastedtwenty-sixhoursfromthetimewhenifirstsawher.ihadcomeandgonetwiceandwasagainsittingbyher,whenshebegantofalter.ididwhatlittlecouldbedonetoassistthatopportunity,andby-and-byshesankintoalethargy,andlaylikethedead.
'itwasasifthewindandrainhadlulledatlast,afteralongandfearfulstorm.ireleasedherarms,andcalledthewomantoassistmetocomposeherfigureandthedressshehadtorn.itwasthenthatiknewherconditiontobethatofoneinwhomthefirstexpectationsofbeingamotherhavearisen;anditwasthenthatilostthelittlehopeihadhadofher.
'isshedead?'askedthemarquis,whomiwillstilldescribeastheelderbrother,comingbootedintotheroomfromhishorse.
'notdead,'saidi;'butliketodie.'
'whatstrengththereisinthesecommonbodies!'hesaid,lookingdownatherwithsomecuriosity.
'thereisprodigiousstrength,'iansweredhim.'insorrowanddespair.'
'hefirstlaughedatmywords,andthenfrownedatthem.hemovedachairwithhisfootneartomine,orderedthewomanaway,andsaidinasubduedvoice,'doctor,findingmybrotherinthisdifficultywiththesehinds,irecommendedthatyouraidshouldbeinvited.yourreputationishigh,and,asayoungmanwithyourfortunetomake,youareprobablymindfulofyourinterest.thethingsthatyouseehere,arethingstobeseen,andnotspokenof.'
'ilistenedtothepatient'sbreathing,andavoidedanswering.
'doyouhonourmewithyourattention,doctor?'
'monsieur,'saidi,'inmyprofession,thecommunicationsofpatientsarealwaysreceivedinconfidence.'iwasguardedinmyanswer,foriwastroubledinmymindwithwhatihadheardandseen.
'herbreathingwassodifficulttotrace,thaticarefullytriedthepulseandtheheart.therewaslife,andnomore.lookingroundasiresumedmyseat,ifoundboththebrothersintentuponme.
'iwritewithsomuchdifficulty,thecoldissosevere,iamsofearfulofbeingdetectedandconsignedtoanundergroundcellandtotaldarkness,thatimustabridgethisnarrative.thereisnoconfusionorfailureinmymemory;itcanrecall,andcoulddetail,everywordthatwaseverspokenbetweenmeandthosebrothers.
'shelingeredforaweek.towardsthelast,icouldunderstandsomefewsyllablesthatshesaidtome,byplacingmyearclosetoherlips.sheaskedmewhereshewas,anditoldher;whoiwas,anditoldher.itwasinvainthatiaskedherforherfamilyname.shefaintlyshookherheaduponthepillow,andkepthersecret,astheboyhaddone.
'ihadnoopportunityofaskingheranyquestions,untilihadtoldthebrothersshewassinkingfast,andcouldnotliveanotherday.untilthen,thoughnoonewaseverpresentedtoherconsciousnesssavethewomanandmyself,oneorotherofthemhadalwaysjealouslysatbehindthecurtainattheheadofthebedwheniwasthere.butwhenitcametothat,theyseemedcarelesswhatcommunicationimightholdwithher;asif—thethoughtpassedthroughmymind—iweredyingtoo.
'ialwaysobservedthattheirpridebitterlyresentedtheyoungerbrother's(asicallhim)havingcrossedswordswithapeasantandthatpeasantaboy.theonlyconsiderationthatappearedtoaffectthemindofeitherofthemwastheconsiderationthatthiswashighlydegradingtothefamily,andwasridiculous.asoftenasicaughttheyoungerbrother'seyes,theirexpressionremindedmethathedislikedmedeeply,forknowingwhatiknewfromtheboy.hewassmootherandmorepolitetomethantheelder;butisawthis.ialsosawthatiwasanincumbranceinthemindoftheelder,too.