第13章BOOKTHEFIRST:RECALLEDTOLIFE(13)
第13章bookthefirst:recalledtolife(13)
'courage,dearmiss!courage!business!theworstwillbeoverinamoment;itisbutpassingtheroom-door,andtheworstisover.then,allthegoodyoubringtohim,alltherelief,allthehappinessyoubringtohim,begin.letourgoodfriendhere,assistyouonthatside.that'swell,frienddefarge.come,now.business,business!'theywentupslowlyandsoftly.thestaircasewasshort,andtheyweresoonatthetop.there,asithadanabruptturninit,theycameallatonceinsightofthreemen,whoseheadswerebentdownclosetogetheratthesideofadoor,andwhowereintentlylookingintotheroomtowhichthedoorbelonged,throughsomechinksorholesinthewall.onhearingfootstepscloseathand,thesethreeturned,androse,andshowedthemselvestobethethreeofonenamewhohadbeendrinkinginthewine-shop.
'iforgottheminthesurpriseofyourvisit,'explainedmonsieurdefarge.'leaveus,goodboys;wehavebusinesshere.'
thethreeglidedby,andwentsilentlydown.
thereappearingtobenootherdooronthatfloor,andthekeeperofthewine-shopgoingstraighttothisonewhentheywereleftalone,mr.lorryaskedhiminawhisperwithalittleanger:'doyoumakeashowofmonsieurmanette?'
'ishowhim,inthewayyouhaveseen,toachosenfew.''isthatwell?'
'ithinkitiswell.'
'whoarethefew?howdoyouchoosethem?'
'ichoosethemasrealmen,ofmyname—jacquesismyname—towhomthesightislikelytodogood.enough;youareenglish;thatisanotherthing.staythere,ifyouplease,alittlemoment.'
withanadmonitorygesturetokeepthemback,hestooped,andlookedinthroughthecreviceinthewall.soonraisinghisheadagain,hestrucktwiceorthriceuponthedoor—evidentlywithnootherobjectthantomakeanoisethere.withthesameintention,hedrewthekeyacrossit,threeorfourtimes,beforeheputitclumsilyintothelock,andturneditasheavilyashecould.
thedoorslowlyopenedinwardunderhishand,andhelookedintotheroomandsaidsomething.afaintvoiceansweredsomething.littlemorethanasinglesyllablecouldhavebeenspokenoneitherside.
helookedbackoverhisshoulder,andbeckonedthemtoenter.mr.lorrygothisarmsecurelyroundthedaughter'swaist,andheldher;forhefeltthatshewassinking.
'a—a—a—business,business!'heurgedwithamoisturethatwasnotofbusinessshiningonhischeek.'comein,comein!'
'iamafraidofit,'sheanswered,shuddering.
'ofit?what?'
'imeanofhim.ofmyfather.'
renderedinamannerdesperate,byherstateandbythebeckoningoftheirconductor,hedrewoverhisneckthearmthatshookuponhisshoulder,liftedheralittle,andhurriedherintotheroom.hesetherdownjustwithinthedoor,andheldher,clingingtohim.
defargedrewoutthekey,closedthedoor,lockeditontheinside,tookoutthekeyagain,andhelditinhishand.allthishedid,methodically,andwithasloudandharshanaccompanimentofnoiseashecouldmake.finally,hewalkedacrosstheroomwithameasuredtreadtowherethewindowwas.hestoppedthereandfacedround.
thegarret,builttobeadepositoryforfirewoodandthelike,wasdimanddark;for,thewindowofdormershape,wasintruthadoorintheroof,withalittlecraneoveritforthehoistingupofstoresfromthestreet:unglazed,andclosingupthemiddleintwopieces,likeanyotherdooroffrenchconstruction.toexcludethecold,onehalfofthisdoorwasfastclosed,andtheotherwasopenedbutaverylittleway.suchascantyportionoflightwasadmittedthroughthesemeans,thatitwasdifficult,onfirstcomingin,toseeanything;andlonghabitalonecouldhaveslowlyformedinanyone,theabilitytodoanyworkrequiringnicetyinsuchobscurity.yet,workofthatkindwasbeingdoneinthegarret;for,withhisbacktowardsthedoor,andhisfacetowardsthewindowwherethekeeperofthewine-shopstoodlookingathim,awhite-hairedmansatonalowbench,stoopingforwardandverybusy,makingshoes.
vi.theshoemaker
goodday!'saidmonsieurdefarge,lookingdownatthewhiteheadthatbentlowovertheshoemaking.
itwasraisedforamoment,andaveryfaintvoicerespondedtothesalutation,asifitwereatadistance:'goodday!'
'youarestillhardatwork,isee?'
afteralongsilence,theheadwasliftedforanothermoment,andthevoicereplied,'yes—iamworking.'thistime,apairofardeyeshadlookedatthequestioner,beforethefacehaddroppedagain.
thefaintnessofthevoicewaspitiableanddreadful.itwasnotthefaintnessofphysicalweakness,thoughconfinementandhardfarenodoubthadtheirpartinit.itsdeplorablepeculiaritywas,thatitwasthefaintnessofsolitudeanddisuse.itwaslikethelastfeebleechoofasoundmadelongandlongago.soentirelyhaditlostthelifeandresonanceofthehumanvoice,thatitaffectedthesenseslikeaoncebeautifulcolourfadedawayintoapoorweakstain.sosunkenandsuppresseditwas,thatitwaslikeavoiceunderground.soexpressiveitwas,ofahopelessandlostcreature,thatafamishedtraveller,weariedoutbylonelywanderinginawilderness,wouldhaverememberedhomeandfriendsinsuchatonebeforelyingdowntodie.
someminutesofsilentworkhadpassed:andtheardeyeshadlookedupagain:notwithanyinterestorcuriosity,butwithadullmechanicalperception,beforehand,thatthespotwheretheonlyvisitortheywereawareofhadstood,wasnotyetempty.
'iwant,'saiddefarge,whohadnotremovedhisgazefromtheshoemaker,'toletinalittlemorelighthere.youcanbearalittlemore?'
theshoemakerstoppedhiswork;lookedwithavacantairoflistening,atthefloorononesideofhim;thensimilarly,atthefloorontheothersideofhim;then,upwardatthespeaker.
'whatdidyousay?'
'youcanbearalittlemorelight?'