第15章BOOKTHEFIRST:RECALLEDTOLIFE(15)
第15章bookthefirst:recalledtolife(15)
asthecaptiveofmanyyearssatlookingfixedly,byturns,atmr.lorryandatdefarge,somelongobliteratedmarksofanactivelyintentintelligenceinthemiddleoftheforehead,graduallyforcedthemselvesthroughtheblackmistthathadfallenonhim.theywereovercloudedagain,theywerefainter,theyweregone;buttheyhadbeenthere.andsoexactlywastheexpressionrepeatedonthefairyoungfaceofherwhohadcreptalongthewalltoapointwhereshecouldseehim,andwhereshenowstoodlookingathim,withhandswhichatfirsthadbeenonlyraisedinfrightenedcompassion,ifnoteventokeephimoffandshutoutthesightofhim,butwhichwerenowextendingtowardshim,tremblingwitheagernesstolaythespectralfaceuponherwarmyoungbreast,andloveitbacktolifeandhope—soexactlywastheexpressionrepeated(thoughinstrongercharacters)onherfairyoungface,thatitlookedasthoughithadpassedlikeamovinglight,fromhimtoher.
darknesshadfallenonhiminitsplace.helookedatthetwo,lessandlessattentively,andhiseyesingloomyabstractionsoughtthegroundandlookedabouthimintheoldway.finallywithadeeplongsigh,hetooktheshoeup,andresumedhiswork.
'haveyourecognisedhim,monsieur?'askeddefargeinawhisper.
'yes;foramoment.atfirstithoughtitquitehopeless,butihaveunquestionablyseen,forasinglemoment,thefacethationceknewsowell.hush!letusdrawfurtherback.hush!'
shehadmovedfromthewallofthegarret,veryneartothebenchonwhichhesat.therewassomethingawfulinhisunconsciousnessofthefigurethatcouldhaveputoutitshandandtouchedhimashestoopedoverhislabour.
notawordwasspoken,notasoundwasmade.shestoodlikeaspirit,besidehim,andhebentoverhiswork.
ithappened,atlength,thathehadoccasiontochangetheinstrumentinhishand,forhisshoemaker'sknife.itlayonthatsideofhimwhichwasnotthesideonwhichshestood.hehadtakenitup,andwasstoopingtoworkagain,whenhiseyescaughttheskirtofherdress.heraisedthem,andsawherface.thetwospectatorsstartedforward,butshestayedthemwithamotionofherhand.shehadnofearofhisstrikingatherwiththeknife,thoughtheyhad.
hestaredatherwithafearfullook,andafterawhilehislipsbegantoformsomewords,thoughnosoundproceededfromthem.bydegrees,inthepausesofhisquickandlabouredbreathing,hewasheardtosay:'whatisthis?'
withthetearsstreamingdownherface,sheputhertwohandstoherlips,andkissedthemtohim;thenclaspedthemonherbreast,asifshelaidhisruinedheadthere.
'youarenotthegaoler'sdaughter?'
shesighed'no.'
'whoareyou?'
notyettrustingthetonesofhervoice,shesatdownonthebenchbesidehim.herecoiled,butshelaidherhanduponhisarm.astrangethrillstruckhimwhenshedidso,andvisiblypassedoverhisframe;helaidtheknifedownsoftly,ashesatstaringather.
hergoldenhair,whichsheworeinlongcurls,hadbeenhurriedlypushedaside,andfelldownoverherneck.advancinghishandbylittleandlittle,hetookitupandlookedatit.inthemidstoftheactionhewentastray,and,withanotherdeepsigh,felltoworkathisshoemaking.
butnotforlong.releasinghisarm,shelaidherhanduponhisshoulder.afterlookingdoubtfullyatit,twoorthreetimes,asiftobesurethatitwasreallythere,helaiddownhiswork,puthishandtohisneck,andtookoffablackenedstringwithascrapoffoldedragattachedtoit.heopenedthis,carefully,onhisknee,anditcontainedaverylittlequantityofhair:notmorethanoneortwolonggoldenhairs,whichhehad,insomeoldday,woundoffuponhisfinger.
hetookherhairintohishandagain,andlookedcloselyatit.'itisthesame.howcanitbe!whenwasit!howwasit!'
astheconcentratingexpressionreturnedtohisforehead,heseemedtobecomeconsciousthatitwasinhertoo.heturnedherfulltothelight,andlookedather.
'shehadlaidherheaduponmyshoulder,thatnightwheniwassummonedout—shehadafearofmygoing,thoughihadnone—andwheniwasbroughttothenorthtowertheyfoundtheseuponmysleeve.'youwillleavemethem?theycanneverhelpmetoescapeinthebody,thoughtheymayinthespirit.'thosewerethewordsisaid.irememberthemverywell.'
heformedthisspeechwithhislipsmanytimesbeforehecouldutterit.butwhenhedidfindspokenwordsforit,theycametohimcoherently,thoughslowly.
'howwasthis?—wasityou?'
oncemore,thetwospectatorsstarted,asheturneduponherwithafrightfulsuddenness.butshesatperfectlystillinhisgrasp,andonlysaid,inalowvoice,'ientreatyou,goodgentlemen,donotcomenearus,donotspeak,donotmove!'
'hark'heexclaimed.'whosevoicewasthat?'
hishandsreleasedherasheutteredthiscry,andwentuptohiswhitehair,whichtheytoreinafrenzy.itdiedout,aseverythingbuthisshoemakingdiddieoutofhim,andherefoldedhislittlepacketandtriedtosecureitinhisbreast;buthestilllookedather,andgloomilyshookhishead.
'no,no,no;youaretooyoung,tooblooming.itcan'tbe.seewhattheprisoneris.thesearenotthehandssheknew,thisisnotthefacesheknew,thisisnotavoicesheeverheard.no,no.shewas—andhewas—beforetheslowyearsofthenorthtower—agesago.whatisyourname,mygentleangel?'
hailinghissoftenedtoneandmanner,hisdaughterfelluponherkneesbeforehim,withherappealinghandsuponhisbreast.
'o,sir,atanothertimeyoushallknowmyname,andwhomymotherwas,andwhomyfather,andhowineverknewtheirhard,hardhistory.buticannottellyouatthistime,andicannottellyouhere.allthatimaytellyou,hereandnow,is,thatipraytoyoutotouchmeandtoblessme.kissme,kissme!omydear,mydear!'
hiscoldwhiteheadmingledwithherradianthair,whichwarmedandlighteditasthoughitwerethelightoffreedomshiningonhim.