第17章BOOKTHEFIRST:RECALLEDTOLIFE(17)
第17章bookthefirst:recalledtolife(17)
nohumanintelligencecouldhavereadthemysteriesofhismind,inthescaredblankwonderofhisface.whetherheknewwhathadhappened,whetherherecollectedwhattheyhadsaidtohim,whetherheknewthathewasfree,werequestionswhichnosagacitycouldhavesolved.theytriedspeakingtohim;but,hewassoconfused,andsoveryslowtoanswer,thattheytookfrightathisbewilderment,andagreedforthetimetotamperwithhimnomore.hehadawild,lostmannerofoccasionallyclaspinghisheadinhishands,thathadnotbeenseeninhimbefore;yet,hehadsomepleasureinthemeresoundofhisdaughter'svoice,andinvariablyturnedtoitwhenshespoke.
inthesubmissivewayofonelongaccustomedtoobeyundercoercion,heateanddrankwhattheygavehimtoeatanddrink,andputonthecloakandotherwrappings,thattheygavehimtowear.hereadilyrespondedtohisdaughter'sdrawingherarmthroughhis,andtook—andkept—herhandinbothhisown.
theybegantodescend;monsieurdefargegoingfirstwiththelamp,mr.lorryclosingthelittleprocession.theyhadnottraversedmanystepsofthelongmainstaircasewhenhestopped,andstaredattheroofandroundatthewalls.
'youremembertheplace,myfather?youremembercominguphere?'
'whatdidyousay?'
but,beforeshecouldrepeatthequestion,hemurmuredananswerasifshehadrepeatedit.
'remember?no,idon'tremember.itwassoverylongago.'
thathehadnorecollectionwhateverofhishavingbeenbroughtfromhisprisontothathouse,wasapparenttothem.theyheardhimmutter,'onehundredandfive,northtower';andwhenhelookedabouthim,itevidentlywasforthestrongfortress-wallswhichhadlongencompassedhim.ontheirreachingthecourtyardheinstinctivelyalteredhistread,asbeinginexpectationofadrawbridge;andwhentherewasnodrawbridge,andhesawthecarriagewaitingintheopenstreet,hedroppedhisdaughter'shandandclaspedhisheadagain.
nocrowdwasaboutthedoor;nopeoplewerediscernibleatanyofthemanywindows;notevenachancepasser-bywasinthestreet.anunnaturalsilenceanddesertionreignedthere.onlyonesoulwastobeseen,andthatwasmadamedefarge—wholeanedagainstthedoor-post,knitting,andsawnothing.
theprisonerhadgotintoacoach,andhisdaughterhadfollowedhim,whenmr.lorry'sfeetwerearrestedonthestepbyhisasking,miserably,forhisshoemakingtoolsandtheunfinishedshoes.madamedefargeimmediatelycalledtoherhusbandthatshewouldgetthem,andwent,knitting,outofthelamplight,throughthecourtyard.shequicklybroughtthemdownandhandedthemin;—andimmediatelyafterwardsleanedagainstthedoor-post,knitting,andsawnothing.
defargegotuponthebox,andgavetheword'tothebarrier!'thepostilioncrackedhiswhip,andtheyclatteredawayunderthefeebleover-swinginglamps.
undertheover-swinginglamps—swingingeverbrighterinthebetterstreets,andeverdimmerintheworse—andbylightedshops,gaycrowds,illuminatedcoffee-houses,andtheatre-doors,tooneofthecitygates.soldierswithlanterns,attheguardhousethere.'yourpapers,travellers!''seeherethen,monsieurtheofficer,'saiddefarge,gettingdown,andtakinghimgravelyapart,'thesearethepapersofmonsieurinside,withthewhitehead.theywereconsignedtome,withhim,atthe—-'hedroppedhisvoice,therewasaflutteramongthemilitarylanterns,andoneofthembeinghandedintothecoachbyanarminuniform,theeyesconnectedwiththearmlooked,notaneverydayoraneverynightlook,atmonsieurwiththewhitehead.'itiswell.forward!'fromtheuniform.'adieu!'fromdefarge.andso,underashortgroveoffeeblerandfeeblerover-swinginglamps,outunderthegreatgroveofstars.
beneaththatarchofunmovedandeternallights;some,soremotefromthislittleearththatthelearnedtellusitisdoubtfulwhethertheirrayshaveevenyetdiscoveredit,asapointinspacewhereanythingissufferedordone:theshadowsofthenightwerebroadandblack.allthroughthecoldandrestlessinterval,untildawn,theyoncemorewhisperedintheearsofmr.jarvislorry—sittingoppositetheburiedmanwhohadbeendugout,andwonderingwhatsubtlepowerswereforeverlosttohim,andwhatwerecapableofrestoration—theoldinquiry:'ihopeyoucaretoberecalledtolife?'
andtheoldanswer:
'ican'tsay.'