第84章BOOKTHESECOND:THEGOLDENTHREAD(67)
第84章bookthesecond:thegoldenthread(67)
thehappinessofhisownchosenenglishhome,thenecessityofbeingalwaysactivelyemployed,theswiftchangesandtroublesofthetimewhichhadfollowedononeanothersofast,thattheeventsofthisweekannihilatedtheimmatureplansoflastweek,andtheeventsoftheweekfollowingmadeallnewagain;heknewverywell,thattotheforceofthesecircumstanceshehadyielded:—notwithoutdisquiet,butstillwithoutcontinuousandaccumulatingresistance.thathehadwatchedthetimesforatimeofaction,andthattheyhadshiftedandleduntilthetimehadgoneby,andthenobilityweretroopingfromfrancebyeveryhighwayandbyway,andtheirpropertywasincourseofconfiscationanddestruction,andtheirverynameswereblottingout,wasaswellknowntohimselfasitcouldbetoanynewauthorityinfrancethatmightimpeachhimforit.
but,hehadoppressednoman,hehadimprisonednoman;hewassofarfromhavingharshlyexactedpaymentofhisdues,thathehadrelinquishedthemofhisownwill,thrownhimselfonaworldwithnofavourinit,wonhisownprivateplacethere,andearnedhisownbread.monsieurgabellehadheldtheimpoverishedandinvolvedestateonwritteninstructions,tosparethepeople,togivethemwhatlittletherewastogive—suchfuelastheheavycreditorswouldletthemhaveinthewinter,andsuchproduceascouldbesavedfromthesamegripinthesummer—andnodoubthehadputthefactinpleaandproof,forhisownsafety,sothatitcouldnotbutappearnow.
thisfavouredthedesperateresolutioncharlesdarnayhadbeguntomake,thathewouldgotoparis.
yes.likethemarinerintheoldstory,thewindsandstreamshaddrivenhimwithintheinfluenceoftheloadstonerock,anditwasdrawinghimtoitself,andhemustgo.everythingthatarosebeforehisminddriftedhimon,fasterandfaster,moreandmoresteadily,totheterribleattraction.hislatentuneasinesshadbeen,thatbadaimswerebeingworkedoutinhisownunhappylandbybadinstruments,andthathewhocouldnotfailtoknowthathewasbetterthanthey,wasnotthere,tryingtodosomethingtostaybloodshed,andasserttheclaimsofmercyandhumanity.withthisuneasinesshalfstifled,andhalfreproachinghim,hehadbeenbroughttothepointedcomparisonofhimselfwiththebraveoldgentlemaninwhomdutywassostrong;uponthatcomparison(injurioustohimself)hadinstantlyfollowedthesneersofmonseigneur,whichhadstunghimbitterly,andthoseofstryver,whichaboveallwerecoarseandgalling,foroldreasons.uponthose,hadfollowedgabelle'sletter:theappealofaninnocentprisoner,indangerofdeath,tohisjustice,honour,andgoodname.
hisresolutionwasmade.hemustgotoparis.
yes.theloadstonerockwasdrawinghim,andhemustsailon,untilhestruck.heknewofnorock;hesawhardlyanydanger.theintentionwithwhichhehaddonewhathehaddone,evenalthoughhehadleftitincomplete,presenteditbeforehiminanaspectthatwouldbegratefullyacknowledgedinfranceonhispresentinghimselftoassertit.then,thatgloriousvisionofdoinggood,whichissooftenthesanguinemirageofsomanygoodminds,arosebeforehim,andheevensawhimselfintheillusionwithsomeinfluencetoguidethisragingrevolutionthatwasrunningsofearfullywild.