第28章WhiletheAutoWaits
第28章whiletheautowaits
promptlyatthebeginningoftwilight,cameagaintothatqui-etcornerofthatquiet,smallparkthegirlingrey.shesatuponabenchandreadabook,fortherewasyettocomeahalfhourinwhichprintcouldbeaccomplished.
torepeat:herdresswasgrey,andplainenoughtomaskitsimpeccancyofstyleandfit.alarge-meshedveilimprisonedherturbanhatandafacethatshonethroughitwithacalmandunconsciousbeauty.shehadcomethereatthesamehouronthedayprevious,andonthedaybeforethat;andtherewasonewhoknewit.
theyoungmanwhoknewithoverednear,relyinguponburntsacrificestothegreatjoss,luck.hispietywasrewarded,for,inturningapage,herbookslippedfromherfingersandboundedfromthebenchafullyardaway.
theyoungmanpounceduponitwithinstantavidity,returningittoitsownerwiththatairthatseemstoflourishinparksandpublicplaces—acompoundofgallantryandhope,temperedwithrespectforthepolicemanonthebeat.inapleasantvoice,heriskedaninconsequentremarkupontheweather—thatintroductorytopicresponsibleforsomuchoftheworld'sunhappiness—andstoodpoisedforamoment,awaitinghisfate.
thegirllookedhimoverleisurely;athisordiuary,neatdressandhisfeaturesdistinguishedbynothingparticularinthewayofexpression.
"youmaysitdown,ifyoulike,"shesaid,inafull,deliberatecontralto."really,iwouldliketohaveyoudoso.thelightistoobadforreading.iwouldprefertotalk."
thevassalofluckslidupontheseatbyhersidewithcomplaisance.
"doyouknow,"hesaid,speakingtheformulawithwhichparkchairmenopentheirmeetings"thatyouarequitethestunningestgirlihaveseeninalongtime?ihadmyeyeonyouyesterday.didn'tknowsomebodywasbowledoverbythoseprettylampsofyours,didyou,honeysuckle?"
"whoeveryouare,"saidthegirl,inicytones,"youmustremem-berthatiamalady.iwillexcusetheremarkyouhavejustmadebecausethemistakewas,doubtless,notanunnaturalone—inyourcircle.iaskedyoutositdown,iftheinvitationmustconstitutemeyourhoneysuckle,consideritwithdrawn."
"iearnestlybegyourpardon,"pleadedtheyoungran.hisexpressionofsatisfactionhadchangedtooneofpenitenceandhumility."itwasmyfault,youknow—imean,therearegirlsinparks,youknow—thatis,ofcourse,youdon'tknow,but—"
"abandonthesubject,ifyouplease.ofcourseiknow.now,tellmeaboutthesepeoplepassingandcrowding,eachway,alongthesepaths.wherearetheygoing?whydotheyhurryso?aretheyhappy?"
theyoungmanhadpromptlyabandonedhisairofcoquetry.hiscuewasnowforawaitingpart;hecouldnotguesstherolehewouldbeexpectedtoplay.
"itisinterestingtowatchthem,"hereplied,postulatinghermood."itisthewonderfuldramaoflife.somearegoingtosupperandsometo—er—otherplaces.onewonderswhattheirhistoriesare."
"idonot,"saidthegirl;"iamnotsoinquisitive.icomeheretositbecausehere,only,canibenearthegreat,common,throbbingheartofhumanity.mypartinlifeiseastwhereitsbeatsareneverfelt.canyousurmisewhyispoketoyou,mr.—?"
"parkenstacker,"suppliedtheyoungman.thenhelookedeagerandhopeful.
"no,"saidthegirl,holdingupaslenderfinger,andsmilingslightly."youwouldrecognizeitimmediately.itisimpossibletokeepone'snameoutofprint.orevenone'sportrait.thisveilandthishatofmymaidfurnishmewithanincog.youshouldhaveseenthechauffeurstareatitwhenhethoughtididnotsee.candidly,therearefiveorsixnamesthatbelongintheholyofholies,andmine,bytheaccidentofbirth,isoneofthem.ispoketoyou,mr.stackenpot—"
"parkenstacker,"correctedtheyoungmanmodestly.
"—mr.parkenstacker,becauseiwantedtotalk,foronce,withanaturalman—oneunspoiledbythedespicableglossofwealthandsupposedsocialsuperiority.oh!youdonotknowhowwearyiamofit—money,money,money!andofthemenwhosurroundme,dancinglikelittlemarionettesallcutbythesamepattern.iamsickofpleasure,ofjewels,oftravel,ofsociety,ofluxuriesofallkinds."
"ialwayshadanidea,"venturedtheyoungmanhesitatingly,"thatmoneymustbeaprettygoodthing."
"acompetenceistobedesired.butwhenyouhavesomanymillionsthat—!"sheconcludedthesentencewithagestureofdespair."itisthemonotonyofit,"shecontinued,"thatpalls.drives,dinners,theatres,balls,suppers,withthegildingofsuperfluouswealthoveritall.sometimestheverytinkleoftheiceinmychampagneglassnearlydrivesmemad."
mr.parkenstackerlookedingenuouslyinterested.
"ihavealwaysliked,"hesaid,"toreadandhearaboutthewaysofwealthyandfashionablefolks.isupposeiamabitofasnob.butiliketohavemyinformationaccurate.now,ihadformedtheopinionthatchampagneiscooledinthebottleandnotbyplacingiceintheglass."
thegirlgaveamusicallaughofgenuineamusement.
"youshouldknow,"sheexplained,inanindulgenttone,"thatweofthenon-usefulclassdependforouramusementupondeparturefromprecedent.justnowitisafadtoputiceinchampagne.theideawasoriginatedbyavisitingprinceoftartarywhilediningatthewaldorf.itwillsoongivewaytosomeotherwhim.justasatadinnerpartythisweekonmadisonavenueagreenkidglovewaslaidbytheplateofeachguesttobeputonandusedwhileeatingolives."
"isee,"admittedtheyoungmanhumbly."thesespecialdiversionsoftheinnercircledonotbecomefamiliartothecommonpublic."
"sometimes,"continuedthegirl,acknowledginghisconfessionoferrorbyaslightbow,"ihavethoughtthatifievershouldloveamanitwouldbeoneoflowlystation.onewhoisaworkerandnotadrone.but,doubtless,theclaimsofcasteandwealthwillprovestrongerthanmyinclination.justnowiambesiegedbytwo.oneisagranddukeofagermanprincipality.ithinkhehas,orhashad,awife,somewhere,drivenmadbyhisintemperanceandcruelty.theotherisanenglishmarquis,socoldandmercenarythatievenpreferthediabolismoftheduke.whatisitthatimpelsmetotellyouthesethings,mr.packenstacker?"
"parkenstacker,"breathedtheyoungman."indeedyoucannotknowhowmuchiappreciateyourconfidences."
thegirlcontemplatedhimwiththecalm,impersonalregardthatbefittedthedifferenceintheirstations.
"whatisyourlineofbusiness,mr.parkenstacker?"sheasked.
"averyhumbleone.butihopetoriseintheworld.wereyoureallyinearnestwhenyousaidthatyoucouldloveamanoflowlyposition?"
"indeediwas.butisaid'might.’thereisthegranddukeandthemarquis,youknow.yes;nocallingcouldbetoohumblewerethemanwhatiwouldwishhimtobe."
"iwork,"declaredmr.parkenstacker,"inarestaurant."
thegirlshranksligbtly.
"notasawaiter?"shesaid,alittleimploringly."laborisnoble,butpersonalattendance,youknow—valetsand—"
"iamnotawaiter.iamcashierin"—onthestreettheyfacedthatboundedtheoppositesideoftheparkwasthebrilliantelectricsign"restaurant"—"iamcashierinthatrestaurantyouseethere."
thegirlconsultedatinywatchsetinabraceletofrichdesignuponherleftwrist,androse,hurriedly.shethrustherbookintoaglitteringreticulesuspendedfromherwaist,forwhich,however,thebookwastoolarge.
"whyareyounotatwork?"sheasked.
"iamonthenightturn,"saidtheyoungman;"itisyetanhourbeforemyperiodbegins.mayinothopetoseeyouagain?"
"idonotknow.perhaps—butthewhimmaynotseizemeagain.imustgoquicklynow.thereisadinner,andaboxattheplay—and,oh!thesameoldround.perhapsyounoticedanautomobileattheuppercorneroftheparkasyoucame.onewithawhitebody."
"audredrunninggear?"askedtheyoungman,knittinghisbrowsreflectively.
"yes.ialwayscomeinthat.pierrewaitsformethere.hesupposesmetobeshoppinginthedepartmentstoreacrossthesquare.conceiveofthebondageofthelifewhereinwemustdeceiveevenourchauffeurs.goodnight."
"butitisdarknow,"saidmr.parkenstaeker,"andtheparkisfullofrudemen.mayinotwalk—"
"ifyouhavetheslightestregardformywishes,"saidthegirl,firmly,"youwillremainatthisbenchfortenminutesafterihaveleft.idonotmeantoaccuseyou,butyouareprobablyawarethatautosgenerallybearthemonogramoftheirowner.again,goodnight."
swiftandstatelyshemovedawaythroughthedusk.theyoungmanwatchedhergracefulformasshereachedthepavementatthepark'sedge,andturnedupalongittowardthecornerwherestoodtheautomobile.thenhetreacherouslyandunhesitatinglybegantododgeandskimamongtheparktreesandshrubberyinacourseparalleltoherroute,keepingherwellinsight.
whenshereachedthecornersheturnedherheadtoglanceatthemotorcar,andthenpassedit,continuingonacrossthestreet.shelteredbehindaconvenientstandingcab,theyoungmanfollowedhermovementscloselywithhiseyes.passingdownthesidewalkofthestreetoppositethepark,sheenteredtherestaurantwiththeblazingsign.theplacewasoneofthosefranklyglaringestablishments,allwhitepaintandglass,whereonemaydinecheaplyandconspicuously.thegirlpenetratedtherestauranttosomeretreatatitsrear,whenceshequicklyemergedwithoutherbatandveil.
thecashier'sdeskwaswelltothefront.ared-hairedgirlonthestoolclimbeddown,glancingpointedlyattheclockasshedidso.
thegirlingreymountedinherplace.
theyoungmanthrusthishandsintohispocketsandwalkedslowlyhackalongthesidewalk.atthecornerhisfootstruckasmall,paper-coveredvolumelyingthere,sendingitslidingtotheedgeoftheturf.byitspicturesquecoverherecognizeditasthebookthegirlhadbeenreading.hepickeditupcarelessly,andsawthatitstitlewas"newarabiannights",theauthorbeingofthenameofstevenson.hedroppeditagainuponthegrass,andlounged,irresolute,foraminute.thenhesteppedintotheautomobile,reclineduponthecushions,andsaidtwowordstothechauffeur:
"club,henri."