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第65章

第65章“iknowyouhave,”heanswered.“i’veheardit.youlookedformysock.…andyouknowrazumihinhaslosthishearttoyou?hesaysyou’vebeenwithhimtoluiseivanovna’s—youknow,thewomanyoutriedtobefriend,forwhomyouwinkedtotheexplosivelieutenantandhewouldnotunderstand.doyouremember?howcouldhefailtounderstand—itwasquiteclear,wasn’tit?”

“whatahotheadheis!”

“theexplosiveone?”

“no,yourfriendrazumihin.”

“youmusthaveajollylife,mr.zametov;entrancefreetothemostagreeableplaces.who’sbeenpouringchampagneintoyoujustnow?”

“we’vejustbeen…havingadrinktogether.…youtalkaboutpouringitintome!”

“bywayofafee!youprofitbyeverything!”raskolnikovlaughed,“it’sallright,mydearboy,”headded,slappingzametovontheshoulder.“iamnotspeakingfromtemper,butinafriendlyway,forsport,asthatworkmanofyourssaidwhenhewasscufflingwithdmitri,inthecaseoftheoldwoman.…”

“howdoyouknowaboutit?”

“perhapsiknowmoreaboutitthanyoudo.”

“howstrangeyouare.…iamsureyouarestillveryunwell.yououghtn’ttohavecomeout.”

“oh,doiseemstrangetoyou?”

“yes.whatareyoudoing,readingthepapers?”

“yes.”

“there’salotaboutthefires.”

“no,iamnotreadingaboutthefires.”herehelookedmysteriouslyatzametov;hislipsweretwistedagaininamockingsmile.“no,iamnotreadingaboutthefires,”hewenton,winkingatzametov.“butconfessnow,mydearfellow,you’reawfullyanxioustoknowwhatiamreadingabout?”

“iamnotintheleast.mayn’tiaskaquestion?whydoyoukeepon…?”

“listen,youareamanofcultureandeducation?”

“iwasinthesixthclassatthegymnasium,”saidzametovwithsomedignity.

“sixthclass!ah,mycock-sparrow!withyourpartingandyourrings—youareagentlemanoffortune.foo!whatacharmingboy!”hereraskolnikovbrokeintoanervouslaughrightinzametov’sface.thelatterdrewback,moreamazedthanoffended.

“foo!howstrangeyouare!”zametovrepeatedveryseriously.“ican’thelpthinkingyouarestilldelirious.”

“iamdelirious?youarefibbing,mycock-sparrow!soiamstrange?youfindmecurious,doyou?”

“yes,curious.”

“shallitellyouwhatiwasreadingabout,whatiwaslookingfor?seewhatalotofpapersi’vemadethembringme.suspicious,eh?”

“well,whatisit?”

“youprickupyourears?”

“howdoyoumean—‘prickupmyears’?”

“i’llexplainthatafterwards,butnow,myboy,ideclaretoyou…no,better‘iconfess’…no,that’snotrighteither;‘imakeadepositionandyoutakeit.’ideposethatiwasreading,thatiwaslookingandsearching.…”hescreweduphiseyesandpaused.“iwassearching—andcamehereonpurposetodoit—fornewsofthemurderoftheoldpawnbrokerwoman,”hearticulatedatlast,almostinawhisper,bringinghisfaceexceedinglyclosetothefaceofzametov.zametovlookedathimsteadily,withoutmovingordrawinghisfaceaway.whatstruckzametovafterwardsasthestrangestpartofitallwasthatsilencefollowedforexactlyaminute,andthattheygazedatoneanotherallthewhile.

“whatifyouhavebeenreadingaboutit?”hecriedatlast,perplexedandimpatient.“that’snobusinessofmine!whatofit?”

“thesameoldwoman,”raskolnikovwentoninthesamewhisper,notheedingzametov’sexplanation,“aboutwhomyouweretalkinginthepolice-office,youremember,whenifainted.well,doyouunderstandnow?”

“whatdoyoumean?understand…what?”zametovbroughtout,almostalarmed.

raskolnikov’ssetandearnestfacewassuddenlytransformed,andhesuddenlywentoffintothesamenervouslaughasbefore,asthoughutterlyunabletorestrainhimself.andinoneflashherecalledwithextraordinaryvividnessofsensationamomentintherecentpast,thatmomentwhenhestoodwiththeaxebehindthedoor,whilethelatchtrembledandthemenoutsidesworeandshookit,andhehadasuddendesiretoshoutatthem,toswearatthem,toputouthistongueatthem,tomockthem,tolaugh,andlaugh,andlaugh!

“youareeithermad,or…”beganzametov,andhebrokeoff,asthoughstunnedbytheideathathadsuddenlyflashedintohismind.

“or?orwhat?what?come,tellme!”

“nothing,”saidzametov,gettingangry,“it’sallnonsense!”

bothweresilent.afterhissuddenfitoflaughterraskolnikovbecamesuddenlythoughtfulandmelancholy.heputhiselbowonthetableandleanedhisheadonhishand.heseemedtohavecompletelyforgottenzametov.thesilencelastedforsometime.

“whydon’tyoudrinkyourtea?it’sgettingcold,”saidzametov.

“what!tea?oh,yes.…”raskolnikovsippedtheglass,putamorselofbreadinhismouthand,suddenlylookingatzametov,seemedtoremembereverythingandpulledhimselftogether.atthesamemomenthisfaceresumeditsoriginalmockingexpression.hewentondrinkingtea.

“therehavebeenagreatmanyofthesecrimeslately,”saidzametov.“onlytheotherdayireadinthemoscownewsthatawholegangoffalsecoinershadbeencaughtinmoscow.itwasaregularsociety.theyusedtoforgetickets!”

“oh,butitwasalongtimeago!ireadaboutitamonthago,”raskolnikovansweredcalmly.“soyouconsiderthemcriminals?”headded,smiling.

“ofcoursetheyarecriminals.”

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