第572章
第572章pierrewasmutebecausehewasincapableofarticulatingaword.davoustwasnottopierresimplyafrenchgeneral;topierre,davoustwasamannotoriousforhiscruelty.lookingatthecoldfaceofdavoust,which,likeasternteacher,seemedtoconsentforatimetohavepatienceandawaitareply,pierrefeltthateverysecondofdelaymightcosthimhislife.buthedidnotknowwhattosay.tosaythesameashehadsaidatthefirstexaminationhedidnotdare;todisclosehisnameandhispositionwouldbebothdangerousandshameful.pierrestoodmute.butbeforehehadtimetocometoanydecision,davoustraisedhishead,thrusthisspectaclesuponhisforehead,screweduphiseyes,andlookedintentlyatpierre.
“iknowthisman,”hesaid,inafrigid,measuredtone,obviouslyreckoningonfrighteningpierre.thechillthathadbeenrunningdownpierre’sbackseemedtoclutchhisheadinavice.
“general,youcannotknowme,ihaveneverseenyou.”
“itisarussianspy,”davoustinterrupted,addressinganothergeneralintheroom,whompierrehadnotnoticed.anddavoustturnedaway.withanunexpectedthrillinhisvoice,pierrebeganspeakingwithsuddenrapidity.
“non,monseigneur,”hesaid,suddenlyrecallingthatdavoustwasaduke,“youcouldnotknowme.iamamilitiaofficer,andihavenotquittedmoscow.”
“yourname?”repeateddavoust.
“bezuhov.”
“whatproofistherethatyouarenotlying?”
“monseigneur!”criedpierreinavoicenotofoffencebutofsupplication.
davoustliftedhiseyesandlookedintentlyatpierre.forseveralsecondstheylookedatoneanother,andthatlooksavedpierre.inthatglance,apartfromallcircumstancesofwarfareandofjudgment,humanrelationsarosebetweenthesetwomen.bothoftheminthatoneinstantwerevaguelyawareofanimmensenumberofdifferentthings,andknewthattheywerebothchildrenofhumanity,thattheywerebrothers.
atthefirstglancewhendavoustraisedhisheadfromhismemorandum,wheremen’slivesanddoingsweremarkedoffbynumbers,pierrewasonlyacircumstance,anddavoustcouldhaveshothimwithnosenseofanevildeedonhisconscience;butnowhesawinhimaman.heponderedaninstant.
“howwillyouprovetomethetruthofwhatyousay?”saiddavoustcoldly.
pierrethoughtoframballe,andmentionedhisnameandregimentandthestreetandhousewherehecouldbefound.
“youarenotwhatyousay,”davoustsaidagain.
inatrembling,breakingvoice,pierrebegantobringforwardproofsofthetruthofhistestimony.
butatthatmomentanadjutantcameinandsaidsomethingtodavoust.
davoustbeamedatthenewstheadjutantbroughthim,andbeganbuttoninguphisuniform.apparentlyhehadcompletelyforgottenaboutpierre.whenanadjutantremindedhimoftheprisoner,henoddedinpierre’sdirectionwithafrown,andtoldthemtotakehimaway.butwhereweretheytotakehim—pierredidnotknow:whetherbacktotheshedortheplacepreparedfortheirexecutionwhichhiscompanionshadpointedouttohimastheypassedthroughthevirgin’smeadow.
heturnedhisheadandsawthattheadjutantwasrepeatingsomequestion.
“yes,ofcourse!”saiddavoust.butwhatthat“yes”meant,pierrecouldnottell.
pierredidnotrememberhoworwherehewent,andhowlonghewasgoing.inaconditionofcompletestupefactionandbewilderment,seeingnothingaroundhim,hemovedhislegsincompanywiththeotherstilltheyallstopped,andhestopped.
therewasoneideaallthistimeinpierre’shead.itwasthequestion:who,whowasitreallythatwascondemninghimtodeath?itwasnotthemenwhohadquestionedhimatthefirstexamination;ofthemnotonewouldorobviouslycoulddoso.itwasnotdavoust,whohadlookedathiminsuchahumanfashion.inanotherminutedavoustwouldhaveunderstoodthattheyweredoingwrong,buttheadjutantwhohadcomeinatthatmomenthadpreventedit.andthatadjutanthadobviouslyhadnoevilintent,buthemighthavestayedaway.whowasit,afterall,whowaspunishinghim,killinghim,takinghislife—his,pierre’s,withallhismemories,hisstrivings,hishopes,andhisideas?whowasdoingit?andpierrefeltthatitwasnoone’sdoing.itwasdiscipline,andtheconcatenationofcircumstances.somesortofdisciplinewaskillinghim,pierre,robbinghimoflife,ofall,annihilatinghim.