第531章
第531章apunctiliouspoliceofficial,feelingthepresenceofthebodyunseemlyinthecourtyardofhisexcellency,badethedragoonsdragthebodyawayintothestreet.twodragoonstookholdofthemutilatedlegs,anddrewthebodyaway.thedead,shavenhead,stainedwithbloodandgrimedwithdust,wastrailedalongtheground,rollingfromsidetosideonthelongneck.thecrowdshrankawayfromthecorpse.
whenvereshtchaginfell,andthecrowdwithasavageyellclosedinandheavedabouthim,rastoptchinsuddenlyturnedwhite,andinsteadofgoingtothebackentrance,wherehorseswereinwaitingforhim,hestroderapidlyalongthecorridorleadingtotheroomsofthelowerstory,lookingonthefloorandnotknowingwhereorwhyhewasgoing.thecount’sfacewaswhite,andhecouldnotcheckthefeverishtwitchingofhislowerjaw.
“yourexcellency,thisway…whereareyougoing?…thisway,”saidatrembling,frightenedvoicebehindhim.countrastoptchinwasincapableofmakinganyreply.obedientlyturning,hewentinthedirectionindicated.atthebackentrancestoodacarriage.thedistantroarofthehowlingmobcouldbeheardeventhere.countrastoptchinhurriedlygotintothecarriage,andbadethemdrivehimtohishouseatsokolnikybeyondthetown.ashedroveoutintomyasnitskystreetandlostthesoundoftheshoutsofthemob,thecountbegantorepent.hethoughtwithdissatisfactionnowoftheexcitementandterrorhehadbetrayedbeforehissubordinates.“thepopulaceisterrible,itishideous.theyarelikewolvesthatcanonlybeappeasedwithflesh,”hethought.“count!thereisonegodoverus!”vereshtchagin’swordssuddenlyrecurredtohim,andadisagreeablechillrandownhisback.butthatfeelingwasmomentary,andcountrastoptchinsmiledcontemptuouslyathimself.“ihadotherduties.thepeoplehadtobeappeased.manyothervictimshaveperishedandareperishingforthepublicgood,”hethought;andhebegantoreflectonthesocialdutieshehadtowardshisfamilyandtowardsthecityintrustedtohiscare;andonhimself—notasfyodorvassilyevitchrastoptchin(heassumedthatfyodorvassilyevitchrastoptchinwassacrificinghimselfforlebienpublique)—butasgovernorofmoscow,astherepresentativeofauthorityintrustedwithfullpowersbythetsar.“ifihadbeensimplyfyodorvassilyevitch,mycourseofactionmighthavebeenquitedifferent;butiwasboundtopreserveboththelifeandthedignityofthegovernor.”
lightlyswayedonthesoftspringsofthecarriage,andhearingnomoreofthefearfulsoundsofthemob,rastoptchinwasphysicallysoothed,andasisalwaysthecasesimultaneouslywithphysicalrelief,hisintellectsuppliedhimwithgroundsformoralcomfort.thethoughtthatreassuredrastoptchinwasnotanewone.eversincetheworldhasexistedandmenhavekilledoneanother,amanhasnevercommittedsuchacrimeagainsthisfellowwithoutconsolinghimselfwiththesameidea.thatideaislebienpublique,thesupposedpublicgoodofothers.
toamannotswayedbypassionthisgoodneverseemscertain;butamanwhohascommittedsuchacrimealwaysknowspositivelywherethatpublicgoodlies.andrastoptchinnowknewthis.
farfromreproachinghimselfinhismeditationsontheacthehadjustcommitted,hefoundgroundsforself-complacencyinhavingsoessfullymadeuseofanoccasionsoàproposforexecutingacriminal,andatthesametimesatisfyingthecrowd.“vereshtchaginhadbeentriedandcondemnedtothedeathpenalty,”rastoptchinreflected(thoughvereshtchaginhadonlybeencondemnedbythesenatetohardlabour).“hewasaspyandatraitor;icouldnotlethimgounpunished,andsoihittwobirdswithonestone.iappeasedthemobbygivingthemavictim,andipunishedamiscreant.”
reachinghishouseinthesuburbs,thecountcompletelyregainedhiscomposureinarranginghisdomesticaffairs.