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第498章ellenperceivedthatthematterwasverysimpleandeasyfromtheecclesiasticalpointofview,butthatherspiritualcounsellorsraiseddifficultiessimplybecausetheywereapprehensiveofthewayinwhichitmightbelookedatbythetemporalauthorities.
and,consequently,ellendecidedinherownmindthatthewaymustbepavedforsocietytolookatthematterinthetruelight.sheexcitedthejealousyoftheolddignitary,andsaidthesamethingtohimasshehadtoherothersuitor—thatis,gavehimtounderstandthatthesolemeansofobtainingexclusiverightsoverherwastomarryher.theelderlydignitarywas,liketheyoungforeignprince,forthefirstmomenttakenabackatthisproposalofmarriagefromawifewhosehusbandwasliving.butellen’sunfalteringconfidenceinassertingthatitwasamatterassimpleandnaturalasthemarriageofanunmarriedgirlhaditseffectonhimtoo.hadtheslightesttracesofhesitation,shame,orreservebeenperceptibleinellenherself,hercasewouldhavebeenundoubtedlylost.butfarfromit;withperfectdirectnessandsimple-heartedna?veté,shetoldherintimatefriends(andthattermincludedallpetersburg),thatboththeprinceandthedignitaryhadmadeherproposalsofmarriage,andthatshelovedboth,andwasafraidofgrievingeither.
therumourwasimmediatelyalloverpetersburg—notthatellenwantedadivorcefromherhusband(hadsucharumourbeendiscussedverymanypersonswouldhavesetthemselvesagainstanysuchillegalproceeding)—butthattheunhappy,interestingellenwasinhesitationwhichofhertwosuitorstomarry.thequestionwasnolongerhowfaranymarriagewaspossible,butsimplywhichwouldbethemoresuitablematchforher,andhowthecourtwouldlookatthequestion.therewere,indeed,certainstrait-lacedpeoplewhocouldnotrisetothehighlevelofthesubject,andsawintheprojectadesecrationofthesanctityofmarriage;butsuchpersonswerefewinnumber,andtheyheldtheirtongues;whilethemajoritywereinterestedinthequestionofellen’shappiness,andwhichwouldbethebettermatchforher.astowhetheritwererightorwrongforawifetomarrywhenherhusbandwasalive,thatwasnotdiscussed,asthequestionwasevidentlynotasubjectofdoubtforpersons“wiserthanyouandme”(aswassaid),andtodoubtthecorrectnessoftheirdecisionwouldberiskingthebetrayalofone’signoranceandabsenceofsavoirfaire.
maryadmitryevnaahrosimov,whohadcomethatsummertopetersburgtoseeoneofhersons,wastheonlypersonwhoventuredonthedirectexpressionofacontraryopinion.meetingellenataball,maryadmitryevnastoppedherinthemiddleoftheroom,andinthemidstofageneralsilencesaidtoher,inherharshvoice:
“soyouaregoingtopassonfromonehusbandtoanother,ihear!youthink,idaresay,it’sanewfashionyouaresetting.butyouarenotthefirst,madam.that’saveryoldidea.theydothesameinallthe…”andwiththesewords,maryadmitryevnatuckedupherbroadsleeveswithherusualmenacingaction,andlookingseverelyroundher,walkedacrosstheballroom.
thoughpeoplewereafraidofmaryadmitryevna,yetinpetersburgtheylookedonherasasortofbuffoon,andthereforeofallherwordstheynoticedonlythelastcoarseone,andrepeatedittooneanotherinwhispers,supposingthatthewholepointofherutterancelayinthat.
princevassilyhadoflatedroppedintoveryfrequentlyforgettingwhathehadsaid,andrepeatingthesamephraseahundredtimes;andeverytimehehappenedtoseehisdaughterheusedtosay:
“ellen,ihaveawordtosaytoyou,”hewouldsay,drawingherasideandpullingherarmdownwards.“ihavegotwindofcertainprojectsrelativeto…youknow.well,mydearchild,youknowhowmyfather’sheartrejoicestoknowyouare…youhavesufferedsomuch.but,mydearchild,consultonlyyourheart.that’sallitellyou.”andconcealinganemotionidenticaloneachoccasion,hepressedhischeektohisdaughter’scheekandlefther.
bilibin,whohadnotlosthisreputationasawit,wasadisinterestedfriendofellen’s;oneofthosefriendsalwaystobeseeninthetrainofbrilliantwomen,menfriendswhocanneverpassintotherankoflovers.oneday,ina“smallandintimatecircle,”bilibingavehisfriendellenhisviewsonthesubject.