第409章
第409章thedayafterhisson’sdeparture,princenikolayandreitchsentforprincessmarya.
“well,nowareyousatisfied?”hesaidtoher.“youhavemademequarrelwithmyson!areyousatisfied?thatwasallyouwanted!satisfied?…it’sagrieftome,agrief.i’moldandweak,anditwasyourwish.well,now,rejoiceoverit.…”andafterthat,princessmaryadidnotseeherfatheragainforaweek.hewasillanddidnotleavehisstudy.
princessmaryanoticedtohersurprisethatduringthisillnesstheoldprinceexcludedmademoisellebouriennetoofromhisroom.tihonwastheonlypersonwholookedafterhim.
aweeklatertheprincereappeared,andbegantoleadthesamelifeasbefore,showingmarkedenergyinthelayingoutoffarmbuildingsandgardens,andcompletelybreakingoffallrelationswithmademoisellebourienne.hisfrigidtoneandairwithprincessmaryaseemedtosay:“yousee,youplottedagainstme,toldliestoprinceandreyofmyrelationswiththatfrenchwoman,andmademequarrelwithhim,butyouseeicandowithoutyou,andwithoutthefrenchwomantoo.”
onehalfofthedayprincessmaryaspentwithnikolushka,givinghimhisrussianlessons,followinghisotherlessons,andtalkingtodessalle.therestofthedayshespentinreading,orwithheroldnurseand“god’sfolk,”whocamebythebackstairssometimestovisither.thewarprincessmaryalookedonaswomendolookonwar.shewasapprehensiveforherbrotherwhowasatthefront,andwashorrified,withoutunderstandingit,atthecrueltyofmen,thatledthemtokilloneanother.butshehadnonotionofthesignificanceofthiswar,whichseemedtoherexactlylikealltheprecedingwars.shehadnonotionofthemeaningofthiswar,althoughdessalle,whowasherconstantcompanion,waspassionatelyinterestedinthecourseofthewar,andtriedtoexplainhisviewsonthesubjecttoher,andalthough“god’sfolk”all,withterror,toldherintheirownwayoftherumoursamongthepeasantryofthecomingofantichrist,andalthoughjulie,nowprincessdrubetskoy,whohadrenewedhercorrespondencewithher,wascontinuallywritingherpatrioticlettersfrommoscow.
“iwritetoyouinrussian,mysweetfriend,”juliewrote,“becauseifeelahatredforallthefrenchandfortheirlanguagetoo;ican’tbeartohearitspoken.…inmoscowweareallwildwithenthusiasmforouradoredemperor.
“mypoorhusbandisenduringhardshipsandhungerinwretchedjewishtaverns,butthenewsigetfromhimonlyincreasesmyardour.
“youhavedoubtlessheardoftheheroicactionofraevsky,whoembracedhistwosonsandsaid,‘wewilldietogether,butwewillnotflinch!’andthoughtheenemyweretwiceasstrong,wedidnotinfactflinch.wekilltimehereasbestwecan;butinwar,asinwar.princessalinaandsophiespendwholedayswithme,andwe,unhappywindowsoflivinghusbands,havedelightfultalksoverscrapinglint.weonlywantyou,mydarling,tomakeuscomplete,”etc.,etc.
theprincipalreasonwhyprincessmaryafailedtograspthesignificanceofthewarwasthattheoldprinceneverspokeofit,refusedtorecognizeitsexistence,andlaughedatdessallewhenhementionedthewaratdinner-time.theprince’stonewassocalmandconfidentthatprincessmaryaputimplicitfaithinhim.
duringthewholeofjulytheoldprincewasexcessivelyactiveandevenlively.helaidoutanothernewgardenandanewwingfortheservants.theonlythingthatmadeprincessmaryaanxiousabouthimwasthathesleptbadly,andgaveuphisoldhabitofsleepinginhisstudy,andhadabedmadeupforhiminanewplaceeveryday.onenighthewouldhavehistravellingbedsteadsetupinthegallery,thenextnighthewouldspenddozingdressedonthesofaorinthelounge-chairinthedrawing-room,whiletheladpetrushka,whohadreplacedmademoisellebourienneinattendanceonhim,readaloudtohim;thenhewouldtryspendinganightinthedining-room.