第299章
第299章theunclesang,aspeasantssing,infullandnaiveconvictionthatinasongthewholevaluerestsinthewords,thatthetunecomesofitselfandthatatuneapartisnothing,thatthetuneisonlyforthesakeoftheverse.andthisgavetheuncle’sunself-conscioussingingapeculiarcharm,likethesongofbirds.natashawasinecstasiesovertheuncle’ssinging.shemadeuphermindnottolearntheharpanylonger,buttoplayonlyontheguitar.sheaskedtheunclefortheguitarandatoncestruckthechordsofthesong.
atteno’clocktherearrivedthewagonette,atrap,andthreemenonhorseback,whohadbeensenttolookfornatashaandpetya.thecountandcountessdidnotknowwheretheywereandwereveryanxious,sosaidoneofthemen.
petyawascarriedoutandlaidinthewagonetteasthoughhehadbeenacorpse.natashaandnikolaygotintothetrap.theunclewrappednatashaup,andsaidgood-byetoherwithquiteanewtenderness.heaccompaniedthemonfootasfarasthebridgewhichtheyhadtorideround,fordingthestream,andbadehishuntsmenrideinfrontwithlanterns.
“farewell,dearlittleniece!”theyheardcalledinthedarknessbyhisvoice,nottheonenatashahadbeenfamiliarwithbefore,butthevoicethathadsung“whentherefallateveningglow.”
therewereredlightsinthevillagetheydrovethroughandacheerfulsmellofsmoke.
“whatadarlingthatuncleis!”saidnatashaastheydroveoutintothehighroad.
“yes,”saidnikolay.“you’renotcold?”
“no,i’mverycomfortable;very.iamsohappy,”saidnatasha,positivelyperplexedatherownwell-being.theyweresilentforalongwhile.
thenightwasdarkanddamp.theycouldnotseethehorses,butcouldonlyhearthemsplashingthroughtheunseenmud.
whatwaspassinginthatchildlike,responsivesoul,thatsoeagerlycaughtandmadeitsownallthevariedimpressionsoflife?howweretheyallstoredawayinherheart?butshewasveryhappy.theyweregettingnearhomewhenshesuddenlyhummedtheairof“whentherefallateveningglow,”whichshehadbeentryingtogetalltheway,andhadonlyjusteededincatching.
“haveyoucaughtit?”saidnikolay.
“whatareyouthinkingofjustnow,nikolay?”askednatasha.theywerefondofaskingeachotherthatquestion.
“i?”saidnikolay,tryingtorecall.“well,yousee,atfirstiwasthinkingthatrugay,thereddog,isliketheuncle,andthatifhewereamanhewouldkeepunclealwaysinthehousewithhim,ifnotforracing,formusiche’dkeephimanyway.howjollyuncleis!isn’the?well,andyou?”
“i?waitaminute;waitaminute!oh,iwasthinkingatfirstthatherewearedrivingandsupposingthatwearegoinghome,butgodknowswherewearegoinginthisdarkness,andallofasuddenweshallarriveandseewearenotatotradnoebutinfairyland.andthenithought,too…no;nothingmore.”
“iknow,ofcourse,youthoughtofhim,”saidnikolay,smiling,asnatashacouldtellbyhisvoice.
“no,”natashaanswered,thoughshereallyhadbeenthinkingatthesametimeofprinceandreyandhowhewouldliketheuncle.“andikeeprepeating,too,allthewayikeeprepeating:hownicelyanisyushkawalked;hownicely…”saidnatasha.andnikolayheardhermusical,causeless,happylaugh.
“anddoyouknow?”shesaidsuddenly.“iknowishallneverbeashappy,aspeacefulasiamnow…”
“whatnonsense,idiocy,rubbish!”saidnikolay,andhethought:“whatadarlingthisnatashaofmineis!ihaveneverhad,andnevershallhave,anotherfriendlikeher.whyshouldshebemarried?icoulddrivelikethiswithherforever!”
“whatadarlingthisnikolayofmineis!”natashawasthinking.
“ah!stillalightinthedrawing-room,”shesaid,pointingtothewindowsoftheirhousegleamingattractivelyinthewet,velvetydarknessofthenight.