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第218章intheeveningprinceandreyandpierregotintothecoachanddrovetobleakhills.princeandreywatchedpierreandbrokethesilencefromtimetotimewithspeechesthatshowedhewasinagoodhumour.
pointingtothefields,hetoldhimoftheimprovementshewasmakinginthemanagementofhisland.
pierrepreservedagloomysilence,replyingonlybymonosyllables,andapparentlyplungedinhisownthoughts.
pierrewasreflectingthatprinceandreywasunhappy,thathewasinerror,thathedidnotknowthetruelight,andthatheoughttocometohisaid;enlightenhimandlifthimup.butassoonashebegantodeliberateonwhathewouldsay,heforesawthatprinceandreywithoneword,oneargument,wouldannihilateeverythinginhisdoctrine;andhewasafraidtobegin,afraidofexposinghismostcherishedandholiestideastopossibleridicule.
“no,whatmakesyouthinkso?”pierrebeganallatonce,loweringhisheadandlookinglikeabuttingbull;“whatmakesyouthinkso?yououghtnottothinkso.”
“thinkso,aboutwhat?”askedprinceandreyinsurprise.
“aboutlife.aboutthedestinationofman.itcan’tbeso.iusedtothinklikethat,andihavebeensaved,doyouknowbywhat?—freemasonry.no,youmustnotsmile.freemasonryisnotareligioussect,normereceremonialrites,asiusedtosuppose;freemasonryisthebest,theonlyexpressionofthehighest,eternalaspectsofhumanity.”andhebeganexpoundingtoprinceandreyfreemasonry,asheunderstoodit.
hesaidthatfreemasonryistheteachingofchristianity,freedfromitspoliticalandreligiousfetters;theteachingofequality,fraternity,andlove.
“ourholybrotherhoodistheonlythingthathasrealmeaninginlife;alltherestisadream,”saidpierre.“youunderstand,mydearfellow,thatoutsidethisbrotherhoodallisfilledwithlyingandfalsehood,andiagreewithyouthatthere’snothingleftforanintelligentandgood-heartedmanbut,likeyou,togetthroughhislife,onlytryingnottohurtothers.butmakeourfundamentalconvictionsyourown,enterintoourbrotherhood,giveyourselfuptous,letusguideyou,andyouwillatoncefeelyourself,asifelt,apartofavast,unseenchain,theoriginofwhichislostintheskies,”saidpierre,lookingstraightbeforehim.
princeandreylistenedtopierre’swordsinsilence.severaltimeshedidnotcatchwordsfromthenoiseofthewheels,andheaskedpierretorepeatwhathehadmissed.fromthepeculiarlightthatglowedinprinceandrey’seyes,andfromhissilence,pierresawthathiswordswerenotinvain,thatprinceandreywouldnotinterrupthimnorlaughatwhathesaid.
theyreachedariverthathadoverfloweditsbanks,andhadtocrossitbyaferry.whilethecoachandhorseswaitedtheycrossedontheferry.princeandreywithhiselbowontherailgazedmutelyoverthestretchofwatershininginthesettingsun.
“well,whatdoyouthinkaboutit?”askedpierre.“whyareyousilent?”
“whatdoithink?ihaveheardwhatyousay.that’sallright,”saidprinceandrey.“butyousay,enterintoourbrotherhood,andwewillshowyoutheobjectoflifeandthedestinationofman,andthelawsthatgoverntheuniverse.butwhoarewe?—men?howdoyouknowitall?whyisitialonedon’tseewhatyousee?youseeonearththedominionofgoodandtruth,butidon’tseeit.”
pierreinterruptedhim.“doyoubelieveinafuturelife?”heasked.
“inafuturelife?”repeatedprinceandrey.