第244章
第244章“butyoudidnotcaretoprofitbyit,prince,”saidsperansky,showingwithasmilethathewishedtoconcludewithcivilityanargumentembarrassingforhiscompanion.“ifyouwilldomethehonourtocallonwednesday,thenishallhaveseenmagnitsky,andshallhavesomethingtotellyouthatmayinterestyou,andbesidesishallhavethepleasureofmoreconversationwithyou.”closinghiseyes,hebowed,andtryingtoescapeunnoticed,hewentoutofthedrawing-roomwithoutsayinggood-bye,àlafran?aise.
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duringthefirstpartofhisstayinpetersburg,princeandreyfoundallthehabitsofthoughthehadformedinhissolitarylifecompletelyobscuredbythetriflingcareswhichengrossedhiminpetersburg.
intheeveningonreturninghomehenoteddowninhismemorandum-bookfourorfiveunavoidablevisitsorappointmentsforfixedhours.themechanismoflife,thearrangementofhisday,soastobeintimeeverywhere,absorbedthegreaterpartofhisvitalenergy.hedidnothing,thoughtofnothingeven,andhadnotimetothink,butonlytalked,andtalkedessfully,ofwhathehadhadtimetothinkaboutinthepastinthecountry.
hesometimesnoticedwithdissatisfactionthatithappenedtohimtorepeatthesameremarksonthesamedaytodifferentaudiences.buthewassobusyforwholedaystogetherthathehadnotimetoreflectthathewasthinkingofnothing.justasattheirfirstmeetingatkotchubey’s,speranskyhadalongandconfidentialtalkwithprinceandreyonwednesdayathisownhome,wherehereceivedbolkonskyaloneandmadeagreatimpressiononhim.
princeandreyregardedtheimmensemassofmenascontemptibleandworthlesscreatures,andhehadsuchalongingtofindinsomeothermanthelivingpatternofthatperfectionafterwhichhestrovehimself,thathewasreadytobelievethatinsperanskyhehadfoundthisidealofaperfectlyrationalandvirtuousman.hadsperanskybelongedtothesameworldasprinceandrey,hadhebeenofthesamebreedingandmoraltraditions,bolkonskywouldsoonhavedetectedtheweak,human,unheroicsidesofhischaracter;butthislogicalturnofmindwasstrangetohimandinspiredhimwiththemorerespectfromhisnotfullyunderstandingit.besidesthis,speransky,eitherbecauseheappreciatedprinceandrey’sabilitiesorbecausehethoughtitaswelltosecurehisadherence,showedoffhiscalm,impartialsagacitybeforeprinceandrey,andflatteredhimwiththatdelicateflatterythatgoeshandinhandwithconceit,andconsistsinatacitassumptionthatone’scompanionandoneselfaretheonlypeoplecapableofunderstandingallthefollyoftherestoftheworldandthesagacityandprofundityoftheirownideas.
inthecourseoftheirlongconversationonwednesdayeveningsperanskysaidmorethanonce:“amonguseverythingthatisoutofthecommonrutoftraditionislookedat,”…orwithasmile:“butwewantthewolvestobewellfedandthesheeptobeunhurt.”…or:“theycan’tgraspthat”…andalwayswithanexpressionthatsaid.“we,youandi,weunderstandwhattheyareandwhoweare.”