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第195章thetorzhokpedlarwomaninawhiningvoiceprofferedherwares,especiallysomegoatskinslippers.“ihavehundredsofroublesidon’tknowwhattodowith,andshe’sstandinginhertorncloaklookingtimidlyatme,”thoughtpierre.“andwhatdoesshewantthemoneyfor?asthoughthemoneycouldgiveheronehairsbreadthofhappiness,ofpeaceofsoul.isthereanythingintheworldthatcanmakeherandmelessenslavedtoevilandtodeath?death,whichendsall,andmustcometo-dayorto-morrow—whichbesideeternityisthesameasaninstant’stime.”andagainheturnedthescrewthatdidnotbiteinanything,andthescrewstillwentonturninginthesameplace.
hisservanthandedhimahalf-cutvolumeofanovelintheformoflettersbymadamesuza.hebeganreadingofthesufferingsandthevirtuouslesofacertain“améliedemansfeld.”“andwhatdidsheleagainstherseducerfor?”hethought,“whenshelovedhim.godcouldnothaveputinherheartanimpulsethatwasagainsthiswill.mywife—asshewasonce—didn’tle,andperhapsshewasright.nothinghasbeendiscovered,”pierresaidtohimselfagain,“nothinghasbeeninvented.wecanonlyknowthatweknownothing.andthat’sthehighestdegreeofhumanwisdom.”
everythingwithinhimselfandaroundhimstruckhimasconfused,meaningless,andloathsome.butinthisveryloathingofeverythingsurroundinghimpierrefoundasortoftantalisingsatisfaction.
“imakeboldtobegyourexcellencytomakeroomtheleastbitforthisgentlemanhere,”saidtheoverseer,comingintotheroomandusheringinafterhimanothertraveller,broughttoastandstillfromlackofhorses.thetravellerwasathickset,square-shouldered,yellow,wrinkledoldman,withgreyeyelashesoverhanginggleamingeyesofanindefinitegreycolour.
pierretookhisfeetoffthetable,stoodupandwenttoliedownonthebedthathadbeenmadereadyforhim,glancingnowandthenatthenewcomer,who,withoutlookingatpierre,withanairofsurlyfatiguewaswearilytakingoffhisouterwrapswiththeaidofhisservant.thetraveller,nowclothedinashabbynankin-coveredsheepskincoatwithfelthighbootsonhisthinbonylegs,satdownonthesofa,andleaningonitsbackhisclose-croppedhead,whichwasverylargeandbroadacrossthetemples,heglancedatbezuhov.thestern,shrewd,andpenetratingexpressioninthatglanceimpressedpierre.hefeltdisposedtospeaktothetraveller,butbythetimehehadreadyaquestionabouttheroadwithwhichtoaddresshim,thetravellerhadclosedhiseyes,andfoldedhiswrinkledoldhands,ononefingerofwhichtherewasalargeironringwithasealrepresentingtheheadofadam.hesatwithoutstirring,eitherrestingorsunk,asitseemedtopierre,inprofoundandcalmmeditation.thenewcomer’sservantwasalsoayellowoldman,coveredwithwrinkles.hehadneithermoustachenorbeard,notbecausehewasshaved,butobviouslyhadneverhadany.theoldservantwasactiveinunpackingatravelling-case,insettingthetea-tableandinbringinginaboilingsamovar.wheneverythingwasready,thetravelleropenedhiseyes,movedtothetable,andpouringoutaglassofteaforhimself,pouredoutanotherforthebeardlessoldmanandgaveithim.pierrebegantofeelanuneasinessandasenseofthenecessity,oftheinevitabilityofenteringintoconversationwiththetraveller.
theservantbroughtbackhisemptyglassturnedupsidedownwithanunfinishedpieceofnibbledsugarbesideit,andaskedifanythingwerewanted.
“nothing.givememybook,”saidthetraveller.theservantgavehimabook,whichseemedtopierretobeofadevotionalcharacter,andthetravellerbecameabsorbedinitsperusal.pierrelookedathim.allatoncethestrangerlaiddownthebook,andputtingamarkinit,shutitup.thenclosinghiseyesandleaninghisarmsonthebackofthesofa,hefellbackintohisformerattitude.pierrestaredathim,andhadnottimetolookawaywhentheoldmanopenedhiseyesandbenthisresoluteandsternglanceuponpierre.pierrefeltconfusedandtriedtoturnawayfromthatglance,butthegleamingoldeyesdrewhimirresistiblytothem.