Alesson
alesson
s:doyouknowhowtosmile,teacher
theteachersmiled,andgaveawarmeyecontacttoeachstudentoftheclass.
suddenly,thewindblewawaytheclassroom,theyfeltfresh.
t:doyouknowitnow
s:notreally……doyoumakeitjustonfaceorbyyourheartcanyoutellmebecauseican\\\'ttell--youaresoreal.
t(silentforasecond):well,itdependsonyouwhatyouwerethinking……youcanbelieveyourself.(teacher\\\'seyeslookdown,turningpages)
s:can\\\'tyoujusttellme
t:iamnotastraightperson,soithinktheanswerisnot.
s:why
t:i\\\'vetoldyouso.
thencamethesilencewithteacher\\\'scough.
s:yourthroatseemsbroken,mayigiveyousomemedicine
studentfishedoutanoldbottleofbrowntablets,andgaveitonteacher’shand.
theteacherimmediatelycan\\\'thelpcryingwhenshesawtheoldbottle.
theteachercoverherface,andwalkouttheclassroomquickly.
afewminuteslater,theteachercameback,smiled.
t:i\\\'mnotgonnatolie......andforsomereason,ididn\\\'twanttotellyouthetruthaboutmysmilebefore.butnowicantell.ilovethesummerroadsafteritrains,itsmellslikewatermelon,andwassolovelyandfresh.thewayitesoutissoflattered,i’vealwaysfeelsohappy......butifsomeonedisturbme,icouldn’tfeel.....justlikenow,nowiwanttobehomeandalone,andwewillneverseeagain,becausewithoutmysmilecoveronmyface,ican’tlivehereanylonger.nooffend,butthisismylastandonlyhonest.goodluck!
threestepsoflove
step1:
b1:hello!ihaveyourname.
g:sowhat
b1:iwanttoknowyou.
g:why
b1:iloveyousomuch.
silenceforasecond.
g:doyouwantme
b1:desperately.
g:butiamnot,andthat’sthedifference.
step2:
g:hello!ihaveyourname.
b2:andthen
g:iwanttoknowyou.
b2:butiamnot,soithinkyou’dbetternot.
silenceforasecond.
g:youareright.
step3:
b1:ifyouknowyouwillabandonme,thenwhyyoubewithmebefore
g:becauseyouarepathetic.
silenceforasecond.
b1:shouldikindlyadviseyoutoetme
g:well,iwill,becauseyoutoldmeso.iwilletyouanyway,thisismyresponsibilitytoprotectmyself.butyourwordswasjusteleratethisprocess--youmademedothis,soiwon’tfeelguiltytodelaythisprocess.
silence.
g:iwillcareyoueventhoughwewillnevertalktoeachother......ibegyourpardon,becauseijustcouldn\\\'toverdosedmyself.butweshouldstophere,andyouwillfindoutthetruthiswhatisaid......
b1:ifyousayonemoreword,iwilllockyouup.
butyoucan\\\'tlockmeup.
heguessshewillsayso,butshewasjustlookhimforasecond,andwalkaway.
hewasfrozen.
andhereyeswassocool,blue,asifgiveashoutcryingpeacefully:i’vetriedsomanytimes,soicouldeptunsessfulresult,butmydesirewasnotsodesperately.