第72章
第72章andissuingfrommyasylumwithprecaution,isoughtaback-stairswhichconducteddirectlytothekitchen.allinthatregionwasfireandcommotion;thesoupandfishwereinthelaststageofprojection,andthecookhungoverhercruciblesinaframeofmindandbodythreateningspontaneouscombustion.intheservants’halltwocoachmenandthreegentlemen’sgentlemenstoodorsatroundthefire;theabigails,isuppose,wereupstairswiththeirmistresses;thenewservants,thathadbeenhiredfrommillcote,werebustlingabouteverywhere.threadingthischaos,iatlastreachedthelarder;thereitookpossessionofacoldchicken,arollofbread,sometarts,aplateortwoandaknifeandfork:withthisbootyimadeahastyretreat.ihadregainedthegallery,andwasjustshuttingtheback-doorbehindme,whenanacceleratedhumwarnedmethattheladieswereabouttoissuefromtheirchambers.icouldnotproceedtotheschoolroomwithoutpassingsomeoftheirdoors,andrunningtheriskofbeingsurprisedwithmycargoofvictualage;soistoodstillatthisend,which,beingwindowless,wasdark:quitedarknow,forthesunwassetandtwilightgathering.
presentlythechambersgaveuptheirfairtenantsoneafteranother:eachcameoutgailyandairily,withdressthatgleamedlustrousthroughthedusk.foramomenttheystoodgroupedtogetherattheotherextremityofthegallery,conversinginakeyofsweetsubduedvivacity:theythendescendedthestaircasealmostasnoiselesslyasabrightmistrollsdownahill.theircollectiveappearancehadleftonmeanimpressionofhigh-bornelegance,suchasihadneverbeforereceived.ifoundadèlepeepingthroughtheschoolroomdoor,whichsheheldajar.“whatbeautifulladies!”criedsheinenglish.“oh,iwishimightgotothem!doyouthinkmr.rochesterwillsendforusby-and-bye,afterdinner?”
“no,indeed,idon’t;mr.rochesterhassomethingelsetothinkabout.nevermindtheladiesto-night;perhapsyouwillseethemto-morrow:hereisyourdinner.”
shewasreallyhungry,sothechickenandtartsservedtodivertherattentionforatime.itwaswellisecuredthisforage,orbothshe,i,andsophie,towhomiconveyedashareofourrepast,wouldhaverunachanceofgettingnodinneratall:everyonedownstairswastoomuchengagedtothinkofus.thedessertwasnotcarriedouttillafternineandattenfootmenwerestillrunningtoandfrowithtraysandcoffee-cups.iallowedadèletositupmuchlaterthanusual;forshedeclaredshecouldnotpossiblygotosleepwhilethedoorskeptopeningandshuttingbelow,andpeoplebustlingabout.besides,sheadded,amessagemightpossiblycomefrommr.rochesterwhenshewasundressed;“etalorsqueldommage!”
itoldherstoriesaslongasshewouldlistentothem;andthenforachangeitookheroutintothegallery.thehalllampwasnowlit,anditamusedhertolookoverthebalustradeandwatchtheservantspassingbackwardsandforwards.whentheeveningwasfaradvanced,asoundofmusicissuedfromthedrawing-room,whitherthepianohadbeenremoved;adèleandisatdownonthetopstepofthestairstolisten.presentlyavoiceblentwiththerichtonesoftheinstrument;itwasaladywhosang,andverysweethernoteswere.thesoloover,aduetfollowed,andthenaglee:ajoyousconversationalmurmurfilleduptheintervals.ilistenedlong:suddenlyidiscoveredthatmyearwaswhollyintentonanalysingthemingledsounds,andtryingtodiscriminateamidsttheconfusionofaccentsthoseofmr.rochester;andwhenitcaughtthem,whichitsoondid,itfoundafurthertaskinframingthetones,renderedbydistanceinarticulate,intowords.
theclockstruckeleven.ilookedatadèle,whoseheadleantagainstmyshoulder;hereyeswerewaxingheavy,soitookherupinmyarmsandcarriedherofftobed.itwasnearonebeforethegentlemenandladiessoughttheirchambers.
thenextdaywasasfineasitspredecessor:itwasdevotedbythepartytoanexcursiontosomesiteintheneighbourhood.theysetoutearlyintheforenoon,someonhorseback,therestincarriages;iwitnessedboththedepartureandthereturn.missingram,asbefore,wastheonlyladyequestrian;and,asbefore,mr.rochestergallopedatherside;thetworodealittleapartfromtherest.ipointedoutthiscircumstancetomrs.fairfax,whowasstandingatthewindowwithme—
“yousaiditwasnotlikelytheyshouldthinkofbeingmarried,”saidi,“butyouseemr.rochesterevidentlyprefershertoanyoftheotherladies.”
“yes,idaresay:nodoubtheadmiresher.”
“andshehim,”iadded;“lookhowsheleansherheadtowardshimasifshewereconversingconfidentially;iwishicouldseeherface;ihaveneverhadaglimpseofityet.”
“youwillseeherthisevening,”answeredmrs.fairfax.“ihappenedtoremarktomr.rochesterhowmuchadèlewishedtobeintroducedtotheladies,andhesaid:‘oh!lethercomeintothedrawing-roomafterdinner;andrequestmisseyretoaccompanyher.’”
“yes;hesaidthatfrommerepoliteness:ineednotgo,iamsure,”ianswered.
“well,iobservedtohimthatasyouwereunusedtocompany,ididnotthinkyouwouldlikeappearingbeforesogayaparty—allstrangers;andhereplied,inhisquickway—‘nonsense!ifsheobjects,tellheritismyparticularwish;andifsheresists,sayishallcomeandfetchherincaseofcontumacy.’”
“iwillnotgivehimthattrouble,”ianswered.“iwillgo,ifnobettermaybe;butidon’tlikeit.shallyoubethere,mrs.fairfax?”