第8章TwoLostSouls
第8章twolostsouls
“didyouhearthat?”theolddogshouted.
theyallrantothefrontoftheirkenneldoorstoseeifsomeonewascomingto“pickthem”.
“sorry,”hesaidtotheotherdogsashisearsfelldownfromtheirperkedposition.“icouldhavesworniheardvoicessaying,'isn'thecute?it'schristmas,can'twetakehimhomewithus?'”“youmusthavebeendreamingagainoldman,”saidthedoginthecagenexttohim.“anyway,what'sthebigdealaboutgettingpickedupasachristmasgift?we'veallbeenthroughthatroutineandlookwhereitgotus.”
“justonce,i'dliketofeelthewarmthofahandstrokingmyhead,”saidtheolddog.“i'dliketobetheonewhokissesthetearsoffasadface.i'dliketocurlupnexttoafireinsteadofthiscoldconcrete.ithurtsmybones.”
hecurledupandsighedastheotherssaid,“theonlyplaceyou'regoingtofindthatisinyourdreams,oldman.”
hank'swifehadonlybeengoneayearbutthepainwasasfreshasiftimehadstoodstill.
hewasanoldmannow,aloneandlongedforthecomfortthatheknewnootherpersonwouldeverbeabletogivetohimagain.whatwouldhislifebecomewithoutherbyhisside?
hank'scupboardswereclosetobarenowand,althoughhedidn'twanttogoout,heknewheshouldatleastpickupthebasics.hedroveslowlydownthesidestreetsforfreewaydrivinghadbecometoochallenging.
suddenly,thecarstartedingandsputteringuntilfinallytheenginequitaltogether.oneofthebasicneedsheforgotwasfuelforthecar!sohecoastedovernexttothecurb,spottingabuildingwithinwalkingdistance.hopefully,they'dlethimusetheirphone.
hewalkedintoanofficeareaandrangthebellforservicebutnoonecame.hespottedanotherdoorgoingoutside,failingtonoticethesignposted“employeesonly”.
ashankwalkedout,hewasoverwhelmedbyyaps,barksandinsanejumpingfromdogsallsizesandshapes.hethenrealizedhehadunintentionallygonetothedogshelter.
slowlyhewalkeddowntheconcreteaislelookingforanattendant.
threekennelsdownontheright,theolddogcalmlysatthere.whyshouldtheolddoggetexcited?noonewouldwanthim.but,hesensedaneedandcouldn'tresistofferingakindlookandagentlewagofthetail.
ashanknearedtheolddog'scage,helacedhisfingersthroughthechainlinktosteadyhisgaituntilthefirstfeelingofcomforthe'drememberedinoverayearcamefromawetnoseandlickacrosshisarthriticfingers.
justthenavoiceofauthoritysoundedandhankjumped.
“i'msorry,sir,youaren'tsupposedtobeinthisarea!”shesaid.
luckilyhankdidn'tknowhehadwalkedintothe“finalarea”whereunclaimeddogswerescheduledtobeputdown.
therewentthenudgeandlickthingagain.hanklookeddowntothemostpleadingeyeshe'deverseen.
ignoringtheattendant'sordertoleave,hankaskedifhecouldseethedogcloser.herdemeanorchangedcompletelyandhersternnessmeltedaway.shehadforcedherselftobethiswaysoshecoulddothepartofherjobshedespised.
shebroughttheolddogoutandinstantlythetwosouls——oncesolost——foundreasontohope.
hank'scupboardswerenowfilled,awarmfirecrackledandtheolddogsmiledinsideasheremembered“onlyinyourdreams”.closinghiseyeshefelthank'shandstrokinghisheadwhispering“sleepinheavenlypeace”.
itwaschristmasafterall.