第5章BOOKTHEFIRST:RECALLEDTOLIFE(5)
第5章bookthefirst:recalledtolife(5)
now,whichofthemultitudeoffacesthatshowedthemselvesbeforehimwasthetruefaceoftheburiedperson,theshadowsofthenightdidnotindicate;buttheywereallthefacesofamanoffive-and-fortybyyears,andtheydifferedprincipallyinthepassionstheyexpressed,andintheghastlinessoftheirwornandwastedstate.pride,contempt,defiance,stubbornness,submission,lamentation,eededoneanother;sodidvarietiesofsunkencheek,cadaverouscolour,emaciatedhandsandfigures.butthefacewasinthemainoneface,andeveryheadwasprematurelywhite.ahundredtimesthedozingpassengerinquiredofthisspectre:'buriedhowlong?'
theanswerwasalwaysthesame:'almosteighteenyears.'
'youhadabandonedallhopeofbeingdugout?'
'longago.'
'youknowthatyouarerecalledtolife?'
'theytellmeso.'
'ihopeyoucaretolive?'
'ican'tsay.'
'shallishowhertoyou?willyoucomeandseeher?'
theanswerstothisquestionwerevariousandcontradictory.sometimesthebrokenreplywas.'wait!itwouldkillmeifisawhertoosoon.'sometimes,itwasgiveninatenderrainoftears,andthenitwas,'takemetoher.'sometimesitwasstaringandbewildered,andthenitwas,'idon'tknowher.idon'tunderstand.'
aftersuchimaginarydiscourse,thepassengerinhisfancywoulddig,anddig,dig—now,withaspade,nowwithagreatkey,nowwithhishands—todigthiswretchedcreatureout.gotoutatlast,withearthhangingabouthisfaceandhair,hewouldsuddenlyfallawaytodust.thepassengerwouldthenstarttohimself,andlowerthewindow,togettherealityofmistandrainonhischeek.
yetevenwhenhiseyeswereopenedonthemistandrain,onthemovingpatchoflightfromthelamps,andthehedgeattheroadsideretreatingbyjerks,thenightshadowsoutsidethecoachwouldfallintothetrainofthenightshadowswithin.therealbanking-housebytemplebar,therealbusinessofthepastday,therealstrongrooms,therealexpresssentafterhim,andtherealmessagereturned,wouldallbethere.outofthemidstofthem,theghostlyfacewouldrise,andhewouldaccostitagain.
'buriedhowlong?'
'almosteighteenyears.'
'ihopeyoucaretolive?'
'ican'tsay.'
dig—dig—dig—untilanimpatientmovementfromoneofthetwopassengerswouldadmonishhimtopullupthewindow,drawhisarmsecurelythroughtheleathernstrap,andspeculateuponthetwoslumberingforms,untilhismindlostitsholdofthem,andtheyagainslidawayintothebankandthegrave.
'buriedhowlong?'
'almosteighteenyears.'
'youhadabandonedallhopeofbeingdugout?'
'longago.'
thewordswerestillinhishearingasjustspoken—distinctlyinhishearingaseverspokenwordshadbeeninhislife—whenthewearypassengerstartedtotheconsciousnessofdaylight,andfoundthattheshadowsofthenightweregone.
heloweredthewindow,andlookedoutattherisingsun.therewasaridgeofploughedland,withaploughuponitwhereithadbeenleftlastnightwhenthehorseswereunyoked;beyond,aquietcoppice-wood,inwhichmanyleavesofburningredandgoldenyellowstillremaineduponthetrees.thoughtheearthwascoldandwet,theskywasclear,andthesunrosebright,placid,andbeautiful.
'eighteenyears!'saidthepassenger,lookingatthesun.'graciouscreatorofday!tobeburiedaliveforeighteenyears!'
iv.thepreparation
whenthemailgotessfullytodover,inthecourseoftheforenoon,theheaddrawerattheroyalgeorgehotelopenedthecoach-doorashiscustomwas.hediditwithsomeflourishofceremony,foramailjourneyfromlondoninwinterwasanachievementtocongratulateanadventuroustravellerupon.
bythattime,therewasonlyoneadventuroustravellerlefttobecongratulated:forthetwoothershadbeensetdownattheirrespectiveroadsidedestinations.themildewyinsideofthecoach,withitsdampanddirtystraw,itsdisagreeablesmell,anditsobscurity,wasratherlikealargerdog-kennel.mr.lorry,thepassenger,shakinghimselfoutofitinchainsofstraw,atangleofywrapper,flappinghat,andmuddylegs,wasratherlikealargersortofdog.
'therewillbeapackettocalais,tomorrow,drawer?'
'yes,sir,iftheweatherholdsandthewindsetstolerablefair.thetidewillserveprettynicelyatabouttwointheafternoon,sir.bed,sir?'
'ishallnotgotobedtillnight;butiwantabedroom,andabarber.'
'andthenbreakfast,sir?yes,sir,thatway,sir,ifyouplease.showconcord!gentleman'svaliseandhotwatertoconcord.pulloffgentleman'sbootsinconcord.(youwillfindafinesea-coalfire,sir.)fetchbarbertoconcord.stiraboutthere,now,forconcord!'theconcordbed-chamberbeingalwaysassignedtoapassengerbythemail,andpassengersbythemailbeingalwaysheavilywrappedupfromheadtofoot,theroomhadtheoddinterestfortheestablishmentoftheroyalgeorge,thatalthoughbutonekindofmanwasseentogointoit,allkindsandvarietiesofmencameoutofit.consequently,anotherdrawer,andtwoporters,andseveralmaidsandthelandlady,wereallloiteringbyaccidentatvariouspointsoftheroadbetweentheconcordandthecoffee-room,whenagentlemanofsixty,formallydressedinabrownsuitofclothes,prettywellworn,butverywellkept,withlargesquarecuffsandlargeflapstothepockets,passedalongonhiswaytohisbreakfast.
thecoffee-roomhadnootheroccupant,thatforenoon,thanthegentlemaninbrown.hisbreakfast-tablewasdrawnbeforethefire,andashesat,withitslightshiningonhim,waitingforthemeal,hesatsostill,thathemighthavebeensittingforhisportrait.