第34章BOOKTHESECOND:THEGOLDENTHREAD(17)
第34章bookthesecond:thegoldenthread(17)
'idon'tsupposeanythingaboutitbutwhatladybirdtellsme.'
'andthatis—?'
'thatshethinkshehas.'
'nowdon'tbeangryatmyaskingallthesequestions;becauseiamameredullmanofbusiness,andyouareawomanofbusiness.'
'dull?'missprossinquired,withplacidity.
ratherwishinghismodestadjectiveaway,mr.lorryreplied,'no,no,no.surelynot.toreturntobusiness:—isitnotremarkablethatdoctormanette,unquestionablyinnocentofanycrimeasweareallwellassuredheis,shouldnevertouchuponthatquestion?iwillnotsaywithme,thoughhehadbusinessrelationswithmemanyyearsago,andwearenowintimate;iwillsaywiththefairdaughtertowhomheissodevotedlyattached,andwhoissodevotedlyattachedtohim?believeme,misspross,idon'tapproachthetopicwithyou,outofcuriosity,butoutofzealousinterest.'
'well!tothebestofmyunderstanding,andbad'sthebest,you'lltellme,'saidmisspross,softenedbythetoneoftheapology,'heisafraidofthewholesubject.'
'afraid?'
'it'splainenough,ishouldthink,whyhemaybe.it'sadreadfulremembrance.besidesthat,hislossofhimselfgrewoutofit.notknowinghowhelosthimself,orhowherecoveredhimself,hemayneverfeelcertainofnotlosinghimselfagain.thatalonewouldn'tmakethesubjectpleasant,ishouldthink.'
itwasaprofounderremarkthanmr.lorryhadlookedfor.'true,'saidhe,'andfearfultoreflectupon.yet,adoubtlurksinmymind,misspross,whetheritisgoodfordoctormanettetohavethatsuppressionalwaysshutupwithinhim.indeed,itisthisdoubtandtheuneasinessitsometimescausesmethathasledmetoourpresentconfidence.'
'can'tbehelped,'saidmisspross,shakingherhead.'touchthatstring,andheinstantlychangesfortheworse.betterleaveitalone.inshort,mustleaveitalone,likeornolike.sometimes,hegetsupinthedeadofthenight,andwillbeheard,byusoverheadthere,walkingupanddown,walkingupanddown,inhisroom.ladybirdhaslearnttoknowthenthathismindiswalkingupanddown,walkingupanddown,inhisoldprison.shehurriestohim,andtheygoontogether,walkingupanddown,walkingupanddown,untilheiscomposed.butheneversaysawordofthetruereasonofhisrestlessness,toher,andshefindsitbestnottohintatittohim.insilencetheygowalkingupanddowntogether,walkingupanddowntogether,tillherloveandcompanyhavebroughthimtohimself.'
notwithstandingmisspross'sdenialofherownimagination,therewasaperceptionofthepainofbeingmonotonouslyhauntedbyonesadidea,inherrepetitionofthephrase,walkingupanddown,whichtestifiedtoherpossessingsuchathing.
thecornerhasbeenmentionedasawonderfulcornerforechoes;ithadbeguntoechosoresoundinglytothetreadofcomingfeet,thatitseemedasthoughtheverymentionofthatwearypacingtoandfrohadsetitgoing.
'heretheyare!'saidmisspross,risingtobreakuptheconference;'andnowweshallhavehundredsofpeopleprettysoon!'
itwassuchacuriouscornerinitsacousticalproperties,suchapeculiarearofaplace,thatasmr.lorrystoodattheopenwindow,lookingforthefatheranddaughterwhosestepsheheard,hefanciedtheywouldneverapproach.notonlywouldtheechoesdieaway,asthoughthestepshadgone;but,echoesofotherstepsthatnevercamewouldbeheardintheirstead,andwoulddieawayforgoodwhentheyseemedcloseathand.however,fatheranddaughterdidatlastappear,andmissprosswasreadyatthestreetdoortoreceivethem.
missprosswasapleasantsight,albeitwild,andred,andgrim,takingoffherdarling'sbonnetwhenshecameupstairs,andtouchingitupwiththeendsofherhandkerchief,andblowingthedustoffit,andfoldinghermantlereadyforlayingby,andsmoothingherrichhairwithasmuchprideasshecouldpossiblyhavetakeninherownhairifshehadbeenthevainestandhandsomestofwomen.herdarlingwasapleasantsighttoo,embracingherandthankingher,andprotestingagainsthertakingsomuchtroubleforher—whichlastsheonlydaredtodoplayfully,ormisspross,sorelyhurt,wouldhaveretiredtoherownchamberandcried.thedoctorwasapleasantsighttoo,lookingonatthem,andtellingmissprosshowshespoiltlucie,inaccentsandwitheyesthathadasmuchspoilinginthemasmissprosshad,andwouldhavehadmoreifitwerepossible.mr.lorrywasapleasantsighttoo,beamingatallthisinhislittlewig,andthankinghisbachelorstarsforhavinglightedhiminhisdecliningyearstoahome.but,nohundredsofpeoplecametoseethesights,andmr.lorrylookedinvainforthefulfilmentofmisspross'sprediction.
dinner-time,andstillnohundredsofpeople.inthearrangementsofthelittlehousehold,missprosstookchargeofthelowerregions,andalwaysacquittedherselfmarvellously.herdinners,ofaverymodestquality,weresowellcookedandsowellserved,andsoneatintheircontrivances,halfenglishandhalffrench,thatnothingcouldbebetter.misspross'sfriendshipbeingofthethoroughlypracticalkind,shehadravagedsohoandtheadjacentprovinces,insearchofimpoverishedfrench,who,temptedbyshillingsandhalf-crowns,wouldimpartculinarymysteriestoher.fromthesedecayedsonsanddaughtersofgaul,shehadacquiredsuchwonderfularts,thatthewomanandgirlwhoformedthestaffofdomesticsregardedherasquiteasorceress,orcinderella'sgodmother:whowouldsendoutforafowl,arabbit,avegetableortwofromthegarden,andchangethemintoanythingshepleased.