第72章BOOKTHESECOND:THEGOLDENTHREAD(55)
第72章bookthesecond:thegoldenthread(55)
hehadnoideathatthiscoulddwellinthethoughtsofhisfairyoungwife;but,whenheafterwardsjoinedherintheirownrooms,hefoundherwaitingforhimwiththeoldprettyliftingoftheforeheadstronglymarked.
'wearethoughtfultonight!'saiddarnay,drawinghisarmabouther.
'yes,dearestcharles,'withherhandsonhisbreast,andtheinquiringandattentiveexpressionfixeduponhim;'weareratherthoughtfultonight,forwehavesomethingonourmindtonight.'
'whatisit,mylucie?'
'willyoupromisenottopressonequestiononme,ifibegyounottoaskit?'
'willipromise?whatwillinotpromisetomylove?'
what,indeed,withhishandputtingasidethegoldenhairfromthecheek,andhisotherhandagainsttheheartthatbeatforhim!'ithink,charles,poormr.cartondeservesmoreconsiderationandrespectthanyouexpressedforhimtonight.'
'indeed,myown?whyso?'
'thatiswhatyouarenottoaskme!butithink—iknow—hedoes.'
'ifyouknowit,itisenough.whatwouldyouhavemedo,mylife?'
'iwouldaskyou,dearest,tobeverygenerouswithhimalways,andverylenientonhisfaultswhenheisnotby.iwouldaskyoutobelievethathehasahearthevery,veryseldomreveals,andthattherearedeepwoundsinit.mydear,ihaveseenitbleeding.'
'itisapainfulreflectiontome,'saidcharlesdarnay,quiteastounded,'thatishouldhavedonehimanywrong.ineverthoughtthisofhim.'
'myhusband,itisso.ifearheisnottobereclaimed;thereisscarcelyahopethatanythinginhischaracterorfortunesisreparablenow.but,iamsurethatheiscapableofgoodthings,gentlethings,evenmagnanimousthings.'
shelookedsobeautifulinthepurityofherfaithinthislostman,thatherhusbandcouldhavelookedatherasshewasforhours.
'and,omydearestlove!'sheurged,clingingnearertohim,layingherheaduponhisbreast,andraisinghereyestohis,'rememberhowstrongweareinourhappiness,andhowweakheisinhismisery!'
thesupplicationtouchedhimhome.'iwillalwaysrememberit,dearheart.iwillrememberitaslongasilive.'
hebentoverthegoldenhead,andputtherosylipstohis,andfoldedherinhisarms.ifoneforlornwandererthenpacingthedarkstreets,couldhaveheardherinnocentdisclosure,andcouldhaveseenthedropsofpitykissedawaybyherhusbandfromthesoftblueeyessolovingofthathusband,hemighthavecriedtothenight—andthewordswouldnothavepartedfromhislipsforthefirsttime—'godblessherforhersweetcompassion!'
xxvii.echoingfootsteps
awonderfulcornerforechoes,ithasbeenremarked,thatcornerwherethedoctorlived.everbusilywindingthegoldenthreadwhichboundherhusband,andherfather,andherself,andherolddirectressandcompanion,inalifeofquietbliss,luciesatinthestillhouseonthetranquillyresoundingcorner,listeningtotheechoingfootstepsofyears.
atfirst,thereweretimes,thoughshewasaperfectlyhappyyoungwife,whenherworkwouldslowlyfallfromherhands,andhereyeswouldbedimmed.for,therewassomethingcomingintheechoes,somethinglight,afaroff,andscarcelyaudibleyet,thatstirredherhearttoomuch.flutteringhopesanddoubts—hopes,ofaloveasyetunknowntoher:doubts,ofherremaininguponearth,toenjoythatnewdelight—dividedherbreast.amongtheechoesthen,therewouldarisethesoundoffootstepsatherownearlygrave;andthoughtsofthehusbandwhowouldbeleftsodesolate,andwhowouldmournforhersomuch,swelledtohereyes,andbrokelikewaves.
thattimepassed,andherlittlelucielayonherbosom.then,amongtheadvancingechoes,therewasthetreadofhertinyfeetandthesoundofherprattlingwords.letgreaterechoesresoundastheywould,theyoungmotheratthecradlesidecouldalwayshearthosecoming.theycame,andtheshadyhousewassunnywithachild'slaugh,andthedivinefriendofchildren,towhominhertroubleshehadconfidedhers,seemedtotakeherchildinhisarms,ashetookthechildofold,andmadeitasacredjoytoher.
everbusilywindingthegoldenthreadthatboundthemalltogether,weavingtheserviceofherhappyinfluencethroughthetissueofalltheirlives,andmakingitpredominatenowhere,lucieheardintheechoesofyearsnonebutfriendlyandsoothingsounds.herhusband'sstepwasstrongandprosperousamongthem;herfather'sfirmandequal.lo,misspross,inharnessofstring,awakeningtheechoes,asanunrulycharger,whip-corrected,snortingandpawingtheearthundertheplane-treeinthegarden!
evenwhenthereweresoundsofsorrowamongtherest,theywerenotharshnorcruel.evenwhengoldenhair,likeherown,layinahaloonapillowroundthewornfaceofalittleboy,andhesaid,witharadiantsmile,'dearpapaandmamma,iamverysorrytoleaveyouboth,andtoleavemyprettysister;butiamcalled,andimustgo!'thosewerenottearsallofagonythatwettedhisyoungmother'scheekasthespiritdepartedfromherembracethathadbeenentrustedtoit.sufferthemandforbidthemnot.theyseemyfather'sface.ofather,blessedwords!
thus,therustlingofanangel'swingsgotblendedwiththeotherechoes,andtheywerenotwhollyofearth,buthadinthemthatbreathofheaven.sighsofthewindsthatblewoveralittlegarden-tombweremingledwiththemalso,andbothwereaudibletolucie,inahushedmurmur—likethebreathingofasummerseaasleepuponasandyshore—asthelittlelucie,comicallystudiousatthetaskofthemorning,ordressingadollathermother'sfootstool,chatteredinthetonguesofthetwocitiesthatwereblendedinherlife.