第1章TheGiftoftheMagi
第1章thegiftofthemagi
onedollarandeighty-sevencents.thatwasall.andsixtycentsofitwasinpennies.penniessavedoneandtwoatatimebybulldozingthegrocerandthevegetablemanandthebutcheruntilone'scheekburnedwiththesilentimputationofparsimonythatsuchclosedealingimplied.threetimesdellacountedit.onedollarandeighty-sevencents.andthenextdaywouldbechristmas.
therewasclearlynothinglefttodobutflopdownontheshabbylittlecouchandhowl.sodelladidit.whichinstigatesthemotalreflectionthatlifeismadeupofsobs,sniffles,andsmiles,withsnifflespredominating.
whilethemistressofthehomeisgraduallysubsidingfromthefirststagetothesecond,takealookatthehome.afurnishedflatat$8perweek.itdidnotexactlyardeion,butitcertainlyhadthatwordonthelook-outforthemendicancysquad.
inthevestibulebelowwasaletter-boxintowhichnoletterwouldgo,andanelectricbuttonfromwhichnomortalfingercouldcoaxaring.alsoappertainingthereuntowasacardbearingthename"mr.jamesdillinghamyoung."
the"dillingham"hadbeenflungtothebreezeduringaformerperiodofprosperitywhenitspossessorwasbeingpaid$30perweek.now,whentheincomewasshrunkto$20,thelettersof"dillingham"lookedblurred,asthoughtheywerethinkingseriouslyofcontractingtoamodestandunassumingd.butwhenevermr.jamesdillinghamyoungcamehomeandreachedhisflatabovehewascalled"jim"andgreatlyedbymrs.jamesdillinghamyoung,alreadyintroducedtoyouasdella.whichisallverygood.
dellafinishedhercryandattendedtohercheekswiththepowderrag.shestoodbythewindowandlookedoutdullyatagreycatwalkingagreyfenceinagreybackyard.tomorrowwouldbechristmasday,andshehadonly$1.87withwhichtobuyjimapresent.shehadbeensavingeverypennyshecouldformonths,withthisresult.twentydollarsaweekdoesn'tgofar.expenseshadbeengreaterthanshehadcalculated.theyalwaysare.only$1.87tobuyapresentforjim.herjim.manyahappyhourshehadspentplanningforsomethingniceforhim.somethingfineandrareandsterling—somethingjustalittlebitneartobeingworthyofthehonorofbeingownedbyjim.
therewasapier-glassbetweenthewindowsoftheroom.perhapsyouhaveseenapier-glassinan$8flat.averythinandveryagilepersonmay,byobservinghisreflectioninarapidsequenceoflongitudinalstrips,obtainafairlyaccurateconceptionofhislooks.della,beingslender,hadmasteredtheart.
suddenlyshewhirledfromthewindowandstoodbeforetheglass.hereyeswereshiningbrilliantly,butherfacehadlostitscolorwithintwentyseconds.rapidlyshepulleddownherhairandletitfalltoitsfulllength.
now,thereweretwopossessionsofthejamesdillinghamyoungsinwhichtheybothtookamightypride.onewasjim'sgoldwatchthathadbeenhisfather'sandhisgrandfather's.theotherwasdella'shair.hadthequeenofshebalivedintheflatacrosstheairshaft.dellawouldhaveletherhairhangoutthewindowsomedaytodryjusttodepreciatehermajesty'sjewelsandgifts.hadkingsolomonbeenthejanitor,withallhistreasurespiledupinthebasement,jimwouldhavepulledouthiswatcheverytimehepassed,justtoseehimpluckathisbeardfromenvy.
sonowdella'sbeautifulhairfellabouther,ripplingandshininglikeacascadeofbrownwaters.itreachedbelowherkneeandmadeitselfalmostagarmentforher.andthenshediditupagainnervouslyandquickly.onceshefalteredforaminuteandstoodstillwhileatearortwosplashedonthewornredcarpet.
onwentheroldbrownjacket;onwentheroldbrownhat.withawhirlofskirtsandwiththebrilliantsparklestillinhereyes,sheflutteredoutthedooranddownthestairstothestreet.
whereshestoppedthesignread:"mme.sofronie.hairgoodsofallkinds."oneflightupdellaran,andcollectedherself,panting.madame,large,toowhite,chilly,hardlylookedthe"sofronie."
"willyoubuymyhair?"askeddella.
"ibuyhair,"saidmadame."takeyerhatoffandlet'shaveasightatthelooksofit."
downrippledthebrowncascade.
"twentydollars,"saidmadame,liftingthemasswithapractisedhand.
"giveittomequick,"saiddella.
oh,andthenexttwohourstrippedbyonrosywings.forgetthehashedmetaphor.shewasransackingthestoresforjim'spresent.
shefounditatlast.itsurelyhadbeenmadeforjimandnooneelse.therewasnootherlikeitinanyofthestores,andshehadturnedalloftheminsideout.itwasaplatinumfobchainsimpleandchasteindesign,properlyproclaimingitsvaluebysubstancealoneandnotbymeretriciousornamentation—asallgoodthingsshoulddo.itwasevenworthyofthewatch.assoonasshesawitsheknewthatitmustbejim's.itwaslikehim.quiemessandvalue—thedeionappliedtoboth.twenty-onedollarstheytookfromherforit,andshehurriedhomewiththe87cents.withthatchainonhiswatchjimmightbeproperlyanxiousaboutthetimeinanycompany.grandasthewatchwas,hesometimeslookedatitontheslyonaccountoftheoldleatherstrapthatheusedinplaceofachain.
whendellareachedhomeherintoxicationgavewayalittletoprudenceandreason.shegotouthercurlingironsandlightedthegasandwenttoworkrepairingtheravagesmadebygenerosityaddedtolove.whichisalwaysatremendoustask,dearfriends—amammothtask.
withinfortyminutesherheadwascoveredwithtiny.close-lyingcurlsthatmadeherlookwonderfullylikeatruantschoolboy.shelookedatherreflectioninthemirrorlong,carefully,andcritically.
"ifjimdoesn'skillme,"shesaidtoherself,"beforehetakesasecondlookatme,he'llsayilooklikeaconeyislandchorusgirl.butwhatcouldido—oh!whatcouldidowithadollarandeighty-sevencent?"
at7o'clockthecoffeewasmadeandthefrying-panwasonthebackofthestovehotandreadytocookthechops.
jimwasneverlate.delladoubledthefobchaininherbandandsatonthecornerofthetablenearthedoorthathealwaysentered.thensheheardhissteponthestairawaydownonthefirstflight,andsheturnedwhiteforjustamoment.shehadahabitofsayinglittlesilentprayersaboutthesimplesteverydaythings,andnowshewhispered:"pleasegod,makehimthinkiamstillpretty."
thedooropenedandjimsteppedinandclosedit.helookedthinandveryserious.poorfellow,hewasonlytwenty-two—andtobeburdenedwithafamily!heneededanewovercoatandhewaswithoutgloves.
jimsteppedinsidethedoor,asimmovableasasetteratthescentofquail.hiseveswerefixedupondella,andtherewasanexpressioninthemthatshecouldnotread,anditterrifiedher.itwasnotanger,norsurprise,nordisapproval,norhorror,noranyofthesentimentsthatshehadbeenpreparedfor.hesimplystaredatherfixedlywirhthatpeculiarexpressiononhisface.
dellaledoffthetableandwentforhim.
"jim,darling,"shecried,"don'slookatmethatway.ihadmyhaircutoffandsolditbecauseicouldn'shavelivedthroughchristmaswithoutgivingyouapresent.it'llgrowoutagain—youwon'tmind,willyou?ijusthadtodoit.myhairgrowsawfullyfast.say'merrychristmas!’jim,andlet'sbehappy.yondonknowwhataniee—whatabeautiful,nicegifti'vegotforyou."
"yon'vecutoffyourhair?"askedjim,laboriously,asifhehadnotarrivedatthatpatentfactyetevenafterthehardestmentallabor.
"cutitoffandsoldit,"saiddella."don'tyoulikemejustaswell,anyhow?i'mmewithoutmyhair,aini?"
jimlookedabouttheroomcuriously.
"yousayyourhairisgone?"hesaid,withanairalmostofidiocy.
"youneedn'tlookforit,"saiddella."it'ssold.itellyou—soldandgone,too.it'schristmaseve,boy.begoodtome,foritwentforyou.maybethehairsofmyheadwerenumbered,"shewentonwithasuddenserioussweetness,"butnobodycouldevercountmyloveforyou.shalliputthechopson,jim?"
outofhistrancejimseemedquicklytowake.heenfoldedhisdella.fortensecondsletusregardwithdiscreetscrutinysomeinconsequentialobjectintheotherdirection.eightdollarsaweekoramillionayear—whatisthedifierenee?amathematicianorawitwouldgiveyouthewronganswer.themagibroughtvaluablegifts,butthatwasnotamongthem.thisdarkassertionwillbeilluminatedlateron.
jimdrewapackagefromhisovercoatpocketandthrewituponthetable.
"don'tmakeanymistake,dell,"hesaid,"aboutme.idon'tthinkthere'sanythinginthewayofahaircutorashaveorashampoothatcouldmakemelikemygirlanyless.butifyou'llunwrapthatpackageyoumayseewhyyouhadmegoingawhileatfirst."
whitefingersandnimbletoreatthestringandpaper.andthenanecstaticscreamofjoy;andthen,alas!aquickfemininechangetohystericaltearsandwails,necessitatingtheimmediateemploymentofallthecomfortingpowersofthelordoftheflat.
fortherelaythecombs—thesetofcombs,sideandback,thatdellahadworshippedforlonginabroadwaywindow.beautifulcombs,puretortoiseshell,withjewelledrims—justtheshadetowearinthebeautifulvanishedhair.theywereexpensivecombs,sheknew,andherhearthadsimplycravedandyearnedoverthemwithouttheleasthopeofpossession.andnow,theywerehers,butthetressesthatshouldhaveadornedthecovetedadornmentsweregone.
butsheedthemtoherbosom,andatlengthshewasabletolookupwithdimeyesandasmileandsay:"myhairgrowssofast,jim!"
andthendellaleapeduplikealittlesingedcatandcried,"oh,oh!"
jimhadnotyetseenhisbeantifulpresent.shehelditouttohimeagerlyuponheropenpalm.thedullpreciousmetalseemedtoflashwithareflectionofherbrightandardentspirit.
"isn'titadandy,jim?ihuntedallovertowntofindit.you'llhavetolookatthetimeahundredtimesadaynow.givemeyourwatch.iwanttoseehowitlooksonit."
insteadofobeying,jimtumbleddownonthecouchandputhishandsunderthebackofhisheadandsmiled.
"dell,"saidhe,"let'sputourchristmaspresentsawayandkeep'emawhile.they'retoonicetousejustatpresent.isoldthewatchtogetthemoneytobuyyourcombs.andnowsupposeyouputthechopson."
themagi,asyouknow,werewisemen—wonderfullywisemen—whobroughtgiftstothebabeinthemanger.theyinventedtheartofgivingchristmaspresents.beingwise,theirgiftswerenodoubtwiseones,possiblybearingtheprivilegeofexchangeincaseofduplication.andhereihavelamelyrelatedtoyoutheuneventfulchronicleoftwofoolishchildreninaflatwhomostunwiselysacrificedforeachotherthegreatesttreasuresoftheirhouse.butinalastwordtothewiseofthesedaysletitbesaidthatofallwhogivegiftsthesetwowerethewisest.ofallwhogiveandreceivegifts,suchastheyarewisest.everywheretheyarewisest.theyarethemagi.