CHAPTER9
theystoodinthemouthofthecaveandwatchedthem.thebomberswerehighnowinfast,uglyarrow-headsbeatingtheskyapartwiththenoiseoftheirmotors.theyareshapedlikesharks,robertjordanthought,thewide-finned,sharp-nosedsharksofthegulfstream.butthese,wide-finnedinsilver,roaring,thelightmistoftheirpropellersinthesun,thesedonotmovelikesharks.theymovelikenothingtherehaseverbeen.theymovelikemechanizeddoom.
yououghttowrite,hetoldhimself.maybeyouwillagainsometime.hefeltmariaholdingtohisarm.shewaslookingupandhesaidtoher,“whatdotheylookliketoyou,guapa?”“idon’tknow,”shesaid.“death,ithink.”
“theylooklikeplanestome,”thewomanofpablosaid.“‘wherearethelittleones?”
“theymaybecrossingatanotherpart,”robertjordansaid.“thosebombersaretoofasttohavetowaitforthemandhavecomebackalone.weneverfollowthemacrossthelinestofight.therearen’tenoughplanestoriskit.”
justthenthreeheinkelfightersinvformationcamelowovertheclearingcomingtowardthem,justoverthetreetops,likeclattering,wing-tilting,pinch-noseduglytoys,toenlargesuddenly,fearfullytotheiractualsize;pouringpastinawhiningroar.theyweresolowthatfromthecavemouthallofthemcouldseethepilots,helmeted,led,ascarfblowingbackfrombehindthepatrolleader’shead.
“thosecanseethehorses,”pablosaid.
“thosecanseethycigarettebutts,”thewomansaid.“letfalltheblanket.”
nomoreplanescameover.theothersmusthavecrossedfartheruptherangeandwhenthedroningwasgonetheywentoutofthecaveintotheopen.
theskywasemptynowandhighandblueandclear.
“itseemsasthoughtheywereadreamthatyouwakefrom,”mariasaidtorobertjordan.therewasnoteventhelastalmostunheardhumthatcomeslikeafingerfaintlytouchingandleavingandtouchingagainafterthesoundisgonealmostpasthearing.
“theyarenodreamandyougoinandcleanup,”pilarsaidtoher.“whataboutit?”sheturnedtorobertjordan.“shouldwerideorwalk?”
pablolookedatherandgrunted.
“asyouwill,”robertjordansaid.
“thenletuswalk,”shesaid.“iwouldlikeitfortheliver.”
“ridingisgoodfortheliver.”
“yes,buthardonthebuttocks.wewillwalkandthou——”sheturnedtopablo.“godownandcountthybeastsandseetheyhavenotflownawaywithany.”
“doyouwantahorsetoride?”pabloaskedrobertjordan.
“no.manythanks.whataboutthegirl?”
“betterforhertowalk,”pilarsaid.“she’llgetstiffintoomanyplacesandservefornothing.”
robertjordanfelthisfacereddening.
“didyousleepwell?”pilarasked.thensaid,“itistruethatthereisnosickness.therecouldhavebeen.iknownotwhytherewasn’t.thereprobablystillisgodafterall,althoughwehaveabolishedhim.goon,”shesaidtopablo.“thisdoesnotconcernthee.thisisofpeopleyoungerthanthee.madeofothermaterial.geton.”thentorobertjordan,“agustinislookingafterthythings.wegowhenhecomes.”
itwasaclear,brightdayandwarmnowinthesun.robertjordanlookedatthebig,brown-facedwomanwithherkind,widelyseteyesandhersquare,heavyface,linedandpleasantlyugly,theeyesmerry,butthefacesaduntilthelipsmoved.helookedatherandthenattheman,heavyandstolid,movingoffthroughthetreestowardthecorral.thewoman,too,waslookingafterhim.
“didyoumakelove?”thewomansaid.
“whatdidshesay?”
“shewouldnottellme.”
“ineither.”
“thenyoumadelove,”thewomansaid.“beascarefulwithherasyoucan.”
“whatifshehasababy?”
“thatwilldonoharm,”thewomansaid.“thatwilldolessharm.”
“thisisnoplaceforthat.”
“shewillnotstayhere.shewillgowithyou.”
“andwherewilligo?ican’ttakeawomanwhereigo.”
“whoknows?youmaytaketwowhereyougo.”
“thatisnowaytotalk.”
“listen,”thewomansaid.“iamnocoward,butiseethingsveryclearlyintheearlymorningandithinktherearemanythatweknowthatarealivenowwhowillneverseeanothersunday.”
“inwhatdayarewe?”
“sunday.”
“quéva,”saidrobertjordan.“anothersundayisveryfar.ifweseewednesdayweareallright.butidonotliketoheartheetalklikethis.”
“everyoneneedstotalktosomeone,”thewomansaid.“beforewehadreligionandothernonsense.nowforeveryonethereshouldbesomeonetowhomonecanspeakfrankly,forallthevalorthatonecouldhaveonebecomesveryalone.”
“wearenotalone.wearealltogether.”
“thesightofthosemachinesdoesthingstoone,”thewomansaid.“wearenothingagainstsuchmachines.”
“yetwecanbeatthem.”
“look,”thewomansaid.“iconfessasadnesstoyou,butdonotthinkilackresolution.nothinghashappenedtomyresolution.”
“thesadnesswilldissipateasthesunrises.itislikeamist.”
“clearly,”thewomansaid.“ifyouwantitthatway.perhapsitcamefromtalkingthatfoolishnessaboutvalencia.andthatfailureofamanwhohasgonetolookathishorses.iwoundedhimmuchwiththestory.killhim,yes.cursehim,yes.butwoundhim,no.”
“howcameyoutobewithhim?”
“howisonewithanyone?inthefirstdaysofthemovementandbeforetoo,hewassomething.somethingserious.butnowheisfinished.theplughasbeendrawnandthewinehasallrunoutoftheskin.”
“idonotlikehim.”
“nordoeshelikeyou,andwithreason.lastnightisleptwithhim.”shesmilednowandshookherhead.“vamosaver,”shesaid.“isaidtohim,‘pablo,whydidyounotkilltheforeigner?’
“‘he’sagoodboy,pilar,’hesaid.‘he’sagoodboy.’