第125章
第125章“i?i?whathaveitodowithit?leavemeoutofthequestion.iamnotgoingtobemarried.whatdoyousay?that’swhatit’sdesirabletolearn.”
theprincesssawthatherfatherlookedwithill-willontheproject,butatthatinstantthethoughthadoccurredtoherthatnoworneverthefateofherlifewouldbedecided.shedroppedhereyessoastoavoidthegazeunderwhichshefeltincapableofthought,andcapableofnothingbutherhabitualobedience:“myonlydesireistocarryoutyourwishes,”shesaid;“ifihadtoexpressmyowndesire…”
shehadnottimetofinish.theprincecuthershort.“verygood,then!”heshouted.“heshalltakeyouwithyourdowry,andhookonmademoisellebourienneintothebargain.she’llbehiswife,whileyou…”theprincestopped.henoticedtheeffectofthesewordsonhisdaughter.shehadbowedherheadandwasbeginningtocry.
“come,come,iwasjoking,iwasjoking,”hesaid.“rememberonething,princess;isticktomyprinciples,thatagirlhasafullrighttochoose.andigiveyoucompletefreedom.rememberonething;thehappinessofyourlifedependsonyourdecision.noneedtotalkaboutme.”
“butidon’tknow…father.”
“noneedfortalking!he’stoldto,andhe’sreadytomarryanyone,butyouarefreetochoose.…gotoyourownroom,thinkitover,andcometomeinanhour’stimeandtellmeinhispresence:yesorno.iknowyouwillprayoverit.well,prayifyoulike.onlyyou’ddobettertothink.youcango.”
“yesorno,yesorno,yesorno!”heshoutedagainastheprincesswentoutoftheroom,reelinginasortoffog.herfatewasdecided,anddecidedforhappiness.butwhatherfatherhadsaidaboutmademoisellebourienne,thathintwashorrible.itwasnottrue,ofcourse,butstillitwashorrible;shecouldnothelpthinkingofit.shewalkedstraightforwardthroughthewintergarden,seeingandhearingnothing,whenallofasuddenshewasrousedbythefamiliarvoiceofmademoisellebourienne.sheliftedhereyes,andonlytwopacesbeforehershesawanatolewithhisarmsroundthefrenchwoman,whisperingsomethingtoher.withaterribleexpressiononhishandsomeface,anatolelookedroundatprincessmarya,anddidnotforthefirstsecondletgothewaistofmademoisellebourienne,whohadnotseenher.
“who’sthere?whatdoyouwant?waitalittle!”waswhatanatole’sfaceexpressed.princessmaryagazedblanklyatthem.shecouldnotbelievehereyes.atlastmademoisellebourienneshriekedandranaway.withagaysmileanatolebowedtoprincessmarya,asthoughinvitinghertosharehisamusementatthisstrangeincident,andwithashrugofhisshouldershewenttothedoorthatledtohisapartment.