第126章
第126章anhourlatertihoncametosummonprincessmaryatotheoldprince,andaddedthatprincevassilywaswithhim.whentihoncametoher,princessmaryawassittingonthesofainherownroomholdinginherarmstheweepingmademoisellebourienne.princessmaryawassoftlystrokingherhead.herbeautifuleyeshadregainedalltheirluminouspeace,andweregazingwithtenderloveandcommiserationattheprettylittlefaceofmademoisellebourienne.
“oh,princess,iamruinedforeverinyourheart,”mademoisellebouriennewassaying.
“why?iloveyoumorethanever,”saidprincessmarya,“andiwilltrytodoeverythinginmypowerforyourhappiness.”
“butyoudespiseme,youwhoaresopure,youwillneverunderstandthisfrenzyofpassion.ah,itisonlymypoormother…”
“iunderstandeverything,”saidprincessmarya,smilingmournfully.“calmyourself,mydear.iamgoingtomyfather,”shesaid,andshewentout.
whentheprincesswentin,princevassilywassittingwithonelegcrossedhighovertheother,andasnuff-boxinhishand.therewasasmileofemotiononhisface,andhelookedasthoughmovedtosuchanextremepointthathecouldbutregretandsmileathisownsensibility.hetookahastypinchofsnuff.
“ah,mydear,mydear!”hesaid,gettingupandtakingherbybothhands.heheavedasigh,andwenton:“myson’sfateisinyourhands.decide,mygooddear,sweetmarie,whomihavealwayslovedlikeadaughter.”hedrewback.therewasarealtearinhiseye.
“fr…ffr…”snortedtheoldprince.“theprinceinhisprotégé’s…hisson’snamemakesyouaproposal.areyouwillingornottobethewifeofprinceanatolekuragin?yousay:yesorno,”heshouted,“andthenireserveformyselftherighttoexpressmyopinion.yes,myopinion,andnothingbutmyopinion,”addedtheoldprince,toprincevassilyinresponsetohissupplicatingexpression,“yesorno!”
“mywish,monpère,isnevertoleaveyou;nevertodividemylifefromyours.idonotwishtomarry,”shesaidresolutely,glancingwithherbeautifuleyesatprincevassilyandatherfather.
“nonsense,fiddlesticks!nonsense,nonsense!”shoutedtheoldprince,frowning.hetookhisdaughter’shand,drewhertowardshimanddidnotkissher,butbendingover,touchedherforeheadwithhis,andwrungthehandheheldsoviolentlythatshewincedandutteredacry.princevassilygotup.
“mydear,letmetellyouthatthisisamomentishallneverforget,never;but,dear,willyounotgiveusalittlehopeoftouchingsokindandgenerousaheart.saythatperhaps.…thefutureissowide.…say:perhaps.”
“prince,whatihavesaidisallthatisinmyheart.ithankyouforthehonouryoudome,butishallneverbeyourson’swife.”
“well,thenit’sallover,mydearfellow.verygladtohaveseenyou,verygladtohaveseenyou.gotoyourroom,princess;goalongnow,”saidtheoldprince.“very,verygladtohaveseenyou,”herepeated,embracingprincevassily.
“myvocationisadifferentone,”princessmaryawasthinkingtoherself;“myvocationistobehappyinthehappinessofothers,inthehappinessofloveandself-sacrifice.andatanycostiwillmakepooraméliehappy.sheloveshimsopassionately.sheissopassionatelypenitent.iwilldoeverythingtobringabouttheirmarriage.ifheisnotrichiwillgivehermeans,iwillbegmyfather,iwillbegandrey.ishallbesohappywhensheishiswife.sheissounhappy,astranger,solitaryandhelpless!and,mygod,howpassionatelyshemustlovehimtobeabletoforgetherselfso.perhapsimighthavedonethesame!…”thoughtprincessmarya.