第162章
第162章whenmr.st.johnwent,itwasbeginningtosnow;thewhirlingstormcontinuedallnight.thenextdayakeenwindbroughtfreshandblindingfalls;bytwilightthevalleywasdriftedupandalmostimpassable.ihadclosedmyshutter,laidamattothedoortopreventthesnowfromblowinginunderit,trimmedmyfire,andaftersittingnearlyanhouronthehearthlisteningtothemuffledfuryofthetempest,ilitacandle,tookdown“marmion,”andbeginning—
“daysetonnorham’scastledsteep,
andtweed’sfairriverbroadanddeep,
andcheviot’smountainslone;
themassivetowers,thedonjonkeep,
theflankingwallsthatroundthemsweep,
inyellowlustreshone”—
isoonforgotstorminmusic.
iheardanoise:thewind,ithought,shookthedoor.no;itwasst.johnrivers,who,liftingthelatch,cameinoutofthefrozenhurricane—thehowlingdarkness—andstoodbeforeme:thecloakthatcoveredhistallfigureallwhiteasaglacier.iwasalmostinconsternation,solittlehadiexpectedanyguestfromtheblocked-upvalethatnight.
“anyillnews?”idemanded.“hasanythinghappened?”
“no.howveryeasilyalarmedyouare?”heanswered,removinghiscloakandhangingitupagainstthedoor,towardswhichheagaincoollypushedthematwhichhisentrancehadderanged.hestampedthesnowfromhisboots.
“ishallsullythepurityofyourfloor,”saidhe,“butyoumustexcusemeforonce.”thenheapproachedthefire.“ihavehadhardworktogethere,iassureyou,”heobserved,ashewarmedhishandsovertheflame.“onedrifttookmeuptothewaist;happilythesnowisquitesoftyet.”
“butwhyareyoucome?”icouldnotforbearsaying.
“ratheraninhospitablequestiontoputtoavisitor;butsinceyouaskit,ianswersimplytohavealittletalkwithyou;igottiredofmymutebooksandemptyrooms.besides,sinceyesterdayihaveexperiencedtheexcitementofapersontowhomatalehasbeenhalf-told,andwhoisimpatienttohearthesequel.”
hesatdown.irecalledhissingularconductofyesterday,andreallyibegantofearhiswitsweretouched.ifhewereinsane,however,hiswasaverycoolandcollectedinsanity:ihadneverseenthathandsome-featuredfaceofhislookmorelikechiselledmarblethanitdidjustnow,asheputasidehissnow-wethairfromhisforeheadandletthefirelightshinefreeonhispalebrowandcheekaspale,whereitgrievedmetodiscoverthehollowtraceofcareorsorrownowsoplainlygraved.iwaited,expectinghewouldsaysomethingicouldatleastcomprehend;buthishandwasnowathischin,hisfingeronhislip:hewasthinking.itstruckmethathishandlookedwastedlikehisface.aperhapsuncalled-forgushofpitycameovermyheart:iwasmovedtosay—
“iwishdianaormarywouldcomeandlivewithyou:itistoobadthatyoushouldbequitealone;andyouarerecklesslyrashaboutyourownhealth.”
“notatall,”saidhe:“icareformyselfwhennecessary.iamwellnow.whatdoyouseeamissinme?”
thiswassaidwithacareless,abstractedindifference,whichshowedthatmysolicitudewas,atleastinhisopinion,whollysuperfluous.iwassilenced.
hestillslowlymovedhisfingeroverhisupperlip,andstillhiseyedweltdreamilyontheglowinggrate;thinkingiturgenttosaysomething,iaskedhimpresentlyifhefeltanycolddraughtfromthedoor,whichwasbehindhim.
“no,no!”herespondedshortlyandsomewhattestily.
“well,”ireflected,“ifyouwon’ttalk,youmaybestill;i’llletyoualonenow,andreturntomybook.”
soisnuffedthecandleandresumedtheperusalof“marmion.”hesoonstirred;myeyewasinstantlydrawntohismovements;heonlytookoutaopocket-book,thenceproducedaletter,whichhereadinsilence,foldedit,putitback,relapsedintomeditation.itwasvaintotrytoreadwithsuchaninscrutablefixturebeforeme;norcouldi,inimpatience,consenttobedumb;hemightrebuffmeifmyheliked,buttalkiwould.
“haveyouheardfromdianaandmarylately?”
“notsincetheletterishowedyouaweekago.”
“therehasnotbeenanychangemadeaboutyourownarrangements?youwillnotbesummonedtoleaveenglandsoonerthanyouexpected?”
“ifearnot,indeed:suchchanceistoogoodtobefallme.”baffledsofar,ichangedmyground.ibethoughtmyselftotalkabouttheschoolandmyscholars.
“marygarrett’smotherisbetter,andmarycamebacktotheschoolthismorning,andishallhavefournewgirlsnextweekfromthefoundryclose—theywouldhavecometo-daybutforthesnow.”
“indeed!”
“mr.oliverpaysfortwo.”
“doeshe?”
“hemeanstogivethewholeschoolatreatatchristmas.”
“iknow.”
“wasityourestion?”
“no.”
“whose,then?”
“hisdaughter’s,ithink.”
“itislikeher:sheissogood-natured.”
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“yes.”
againcametheblankofapause:theclockstruckeightstrokes.itarousedhim;heuncrossedhislegs,saterect,turnedtome.
“leaveyourbookamoment,andcomealittlenearerthefire,”hesaid.
wondering,andofmywonderfindingnoend,icomplied.
“half-an-hourago,”hepursued,“ispokeofmyimpatiencetohearthesequelofatale:onreflection,ifindthematterwillbebettermanagedbymyassumingthenarrator’spart,andconvertingyouintoalistener.beforecommencing,itisbutfairtowarnyouthatthestorywillsoundsomewhathackneyedinyourears;butstaledetailsoftenregainadegreeoffreshnesswhentheypassthroughnewlips.fortherest,whethertriteornovel,itisshort.